I breathe deep. In. Out. Within a split second I'm there again, its like I never left. Time is forgotten. The side of his thighs are pressed against mine. He's sure of himself, he thinks he is in control. I surrender completely. I have wanted this for so long now, craved his human flesh, his tongue tasting my breath. We are both caught up in the moment, its like we never left each other. I feel for him, he reaches for my breasts, pulls me up, we twist and turn and its starts all over again like a cycle. I sense everything, this immense magnetic field between us. Electricity. But does he? He's in denial. Bastard. Does he regret? Does he recall? Confusion. Midnight cravings. Like worms crawling and munching all of my insides. It occurs to me ever so often. I taste his presence in my room, but he is far away. 5978 km precisely.