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My body hurts im in so much pain i feel like i cant move. Im in a bed? Not the hospitals. Not mine. It's more comfortable to be mine?

As i remember that im in there dorm i try to sit up i started to shift the weight from my back to my arms trying to sit up for the life of me

As i struggled i hit a senstive part in ny arm god it hurt as i let out a faint moan in pain yoongi came jolting in.

He set me up and carried me out to into the living room and gentaly set me on the couch he made tea for the both of ous and sat with me talking about my aches and pains how i felt and when imma go back to school or not for the semester.

I'm worried of all the work I missed out on the comfort from tae but I find comfort in him and jungkook he makes me feel like I'm wanted. Am I a hoe? No. Wait. What? But I like them I feel for both but I can only have one damn

These words eco in my head as a tear runs down my flustered cheek and I sniffle I start to remember the call I got in the hospital.

My parents died

There gone

There laughs, smiles, warm hearts. NO

I get up and lock the door as I remember more and more the bullying at my highschool how my mom was there

"Mom were are u" I cry out "dad please" "HOW COULD U LEAVE ME LIKE THIS UR BABY GIRL NO PLEASE COME BACK !!" Screaming out not able to hold it together I grad the sharpest thing in sight in my vision a knife lays in the table were I payed it for my Apple I never ate

Your to ugly

Dissatisfied tasteless pick

Disappointing piece of shit

Go kill your self

Slut

Whore

Hoe

Your a fucking mistake go to hell u thot

"Fuck this" I said and I started to cut

As the knife dragging alone my skin the scars reopen for another visit

Blood soon poors from the torn skin

Vision starts to blur...

As I keep going I count all my mistakes all my fuck ups all the reasons why they left why they don't want me here they said it themselves why not

"I'll be with u soon" my voice is shaky as everything turns to reality and I can see and hear again

I blacked out

Bloods everywere
.shit it happend again.
As I turn to the door my hearing soon strengthen and I hear taehyung and suga at the door banging to get in I didn't bug tho

Bold is tae, suga is underlined, and y/n is regular font

Leave me alone

Y/n open the door are u okay

GO AWAY

Y/N ITS YOONGI OPEN THIS FUCKING DOOR OR SO HELP ME GOD I WILL BREAK IT DOWN MYSELF

GO AHEAD

Y/N

Leave me alone

please

FUCK THIS

as my sobs grew suga slammed his toned body into the wood door breaking the lock by his force and pushing through only stopping to see y/n lieing on the floor as she made her last cut. Spitting her arm completely and her wrist she layed take was frozen  and yoongi go snapped out of it.

Take come here get something to cut the blood off hurry NOW

OKAY HERE

FUCK THEY HAD TO LEAVE US ALONE. CALL 911

ON THE PHONE WITH THEM NOW THEY SAID IT WILL BE ABOUT 14 MIN

WE DONT HAVE THAT TIME COME ON

Grabbing y/n he ran out the house and trough her in the back of his car as tae hopped in the back holding her arms so the blood flow wouldn't increase

Pulling into the ER speeding way past the limit and as the tires rubbed against the ground he hopped out as a gurnee was pulled out the doctors rushed her into the room when the stoped yoongi coming any closer he broke down on the floor screaming to help her but it was clear they might have been to late.

Damn what's next dm me for ideas if u want to give the book a different approach into the next chapters I'll include and shot u out

TO BE CONTINUED 🌾🍃🐍

thanks for reading I really appreciate it fr u guys inspire me to keep writing thanks u so much love u all fr ❤😋😊😘😍

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