𝔉𝔞𝔪𝔬𝔲𝔰

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Madison's pov.

"Being born in the spotlight has its advantages, but it mostly has its disadvantages. The whole world watched me grow up and make mistakes, I was so busy trying to satisfy others that I forgot to satisfy myself.

Don't get me wrong, I'm so grateful for everything I have, for my mother, for my aunt, for my bestfriends, Chris and his family, and for my fans. We're all a big family if you think about it, you all know me too well, I'll forever be thankful to have such a supportive family by my side." I told the audience.

"You forgot about your godfather." Jimmy Fallon coughed while pointing at himself. "Yes, I am very thankful for my talkative godfather as well." I giggled, causing the whole audience in front of us to laugh.

"All jokes aside, thank you for sharing your thoughts on growing up in the spotlight. It must be very hard to be judged by the world at a young age." Jimmy said.

"Yes, it's very hard. But with my family and fans by my side, I think I'm managing it pretty well. Now, I think it's past my bedtime." I joked.

"Ugh who cares, your mom won't get mad at you for hanging out with your amazing godfather." Jimmy responded, causing the audience to laugh one last time.

"Thank you for joining me my godchild, I will see you all next week!" Jimmy finished. The cameras stopped recording and the people began to leave.

"Tell your mom and aunt that I said hi okay? I'll see you around kiddo." He said, hugging me tightly. "Of course, Goodnight." I waved before walking back to my dressing room.
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Ethan's POV

"Yo Ethan check this out! Madison is on tv right now." Grayson called from the living room. I grab a bag of chips before sitting by Grayson on the couch.

Madison had a guest appearance on her godfathers show. It was her first time on it, she looked nervous this morning. She's been gone all day and I kind of miss her, nothing is really the same without her.

She was the type of girl who'd light up a room with just her smile. Every time i think of her my heart would always skip a beat. There's just something about Madison.

"Is that my baby?!" Madison's mother Ana asked. "Yup." Grayson and I said at the same time. Seeing each other on tv was always exciting, we support each other no matter what.

"She looks so pretty with her new hair on tv! I think I want to get mine done like that too." My mother savanna added. I continued to look at Madison talking to Jimmy Fallon.

She's supposed to be like a sister to me, why am I feeling to attracted to her? It all felt so wrong, but maybe one day it'd be right.
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Madison's POV

"Madison! Madison! Please look at the camera! Will you be dating one of the Dolan Twins?! Are you aware about the bullying accusations that were made by a girl at your old school?!" Paparazzi flooded the parking lot.

"I've been homeschooled my whole life, bullying is something I don't stand by." I replied as my bodyguard Chris guided me towards the car. I was used to the lies and rumors, I try not to let it affect me much.

"Back off guys, give her some space!" Chris ordered as he opened the passenger side of the car. I got in the car, immediately locking the door. Some of these people are crazy.

There was this one time where this guy literally opened the car door and dragged me out. Lets just say he's not doing so well now.

Chris entered the drivers seat and quickly drove out of that place. "Jeez these people get crazier and crazier each day." He muttered looking into the rear view mirror.

We watched as the paparazzi and fans ran after us. Chris drove faster, losing them all. "Tell me about it." I sighed, resting my head on the window. "How was the show?" He asked.

Chris has been my bodyguard ever since I was born. He's been there my whole life and is like a father to me. He became a family member, always by my side.

"It was amazing. I was really nervous since it was my first time being on Jimmy's show, but it was fun. Plus I think I'll finally be understood." I told him.

"Understood?" He questioned. "We talked about growing up in the spotlight, I didn't give them much but I was honest and told them how I really felt." I responded.

"You're dealing with it all like a champ, don't listen to the haters." He gave me a smile. "Thank you, and I try." I laughed. Miles under the unfazed act I put on, there are demons trying to claw their way out of me.

Everyone deals with their own demons, you could restrain them, but they always come out eventually. There was even more pressure, considering I was always in front of cameras.

There's only so much I could take.
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"Hey guys." I said walking into the dining room. "My baby! Just in time!" My mother exclaimed. "You did so great Mads, although I thought I saw a booger the entire time." Grayson joked.

I instinctively covered my nose, only making him laugh. "You're so funny Grayson, I could imagine how you felt when you ripped your pants at the EMMYS." I glared at him.

Grayson looked at me with narrowed eyes, his face flushed by being reminded of his wardrobe malfunction. My eyes landed on ethan, who was trying to hid his laugh.

He's supposed to be like a brother to you Madison, why are you getting so nervous around him? Perhaps my demons where almost done breaking the walls I've built, or I really was feeling something for Ethan.

Oh god, why do I do this to myself?