Is it just a friendship, or more ?

Ed had the same dream for days . He dreamed that he and Oswald are getting married. These thoughts didn't leave him. He loves Oswald, and they are together for a long time, but the thought of marriage scared him a little. Is he the real love that he should spend his life with forever? They had many fights, and their past is a whole mess. He was afraid it will end up bad. That's why he needed advice, he needed someone to talk about it.
After the third time he dreamed about it, he decided to go to the Narrows to talk with Lee. Ed is a complicated person and making a decision like that was hard for him. That's why he needed help, and Lee was his only friend beside Oswald.

Oswald started to realize that Ed is sometimes gone; he knows that Ed is spending his time in the Narrows with Lee, they are good friends, and he don't mind it. He is happy that Ed has a friends beside him, but he started to worry about him.
Is there something he don't want to share with him? Or maybe something happened? But he is his boyfriend after all, he can tell him everything. Oswald tried not immediately think about bad things.
However after the first week that Ed spent time with her, he started to doubt; Ed were always came back happily with a smile, and he would never tell him what he did that he is happy.
The thought of, that his Ed is happy spending his time with someone else is make hi sad and angry.
A week after Oswald was annoyed by Ed's behavior, he started to be sulky and stormy.
Oswald's man didn't do their job properly. Firefly burned some important people in order to get her own territory. Oswald can't let a crazy fire girl ruin his city.
He need to find her and gat a deal with her, or kill her one of them. But his peoples were not capable for that job. Oswald was real mad, and always yelling at them. Usually Ed would wait till he stop screaming, and all the peoples left then he would give a comforting hug and a short kiss, well sometimes the little kiss grows longer.

But this time was different. Two weeks past since Ed thought about proposing to Oswald and he asked Lee for help. He already decided that he wants to marry Oswald .Now they needed to think of a way to do it. Ed is a dramatic person; he needed it to be romantic and perfect.

One day he came back to the Iceberg Lounge, and he heard his boyfriend yelling "YOU IDIOTS! CAN'T EVEN DO A SIMPLE THING!" Oswald's man were looking at the floor, with a big distance, not dare to look at him.
Ed didn't blame them, being close to the penguin when he is angry can end bloody.
"EVERYONE GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!" Oswald screamed with anger.
Ed waited till everyone left the place in hurry. Ed felt like Oswald is acting worse than usual. He was a little afraid to talk to him, but he knew he is the only one who can calm him.
Oswald was leaning on the bar and not paying attention to Ed. Ed walked to him, not even sure he realized him and put his and on Oswald's shoulder "...Oswald, y- you okay?"
Oswald turned around and his eyes lit up, like every time he see his boyfriend. Ed leaned to hug him, but Oswald stepped back, and his happiness faded away when he smelled Lee's perfume. His eyes went dark, so that's where you spent the day! With her again! Not even try to help me ! Oswald thought to himself
"go away Ed I have a lot of thing to do! " Oswald said
Ed shocked, he didn't understand what's wrong with Oswald. Although its not the first timed he yelled at him but he knows he is just nervous because of his job, but now... Ed saw in his eyes that Oswald is mad at him...
"Oswald what's wrong? I-I just wanted to kiss you..." Ed stared at his shoes, he was afraid to look in Oswald's eyes and see that he don't want his kiss him. "I haven't seen you all day..." Ed said sadly, he loves to spend time with Lee, and he loves his boyfriend but he still haven't found the right time to propose him.
"And who's fault is it Ed !? " Oswald said forcefully, with sadness in his voice. He doesn't think Ed is cheating on him, at least he hopes, he doesn't. He talked to Victor about it. At first he didn't want to tell anyone about his suspiciousness, but, he fell that he needs to tell it someone. Victor said that they are just friends for sure. But as time passed he was afraid he might lose Ed for her. "ED DO AS I SAID AND LEAVE ME ALONE" .Oswald turned around and limped out of the main room of the lounge to his office.
Ed just stared at him, turning his back at him and walking out. He felt tears slowly dripping from his eyes, he pursed his lip to not make any sound of cry. He didn't understand what he did. He hoped it's just because of his job and he is not really angry at him. However, Ed had a thought that didn't leave him, that Oswald maybe doesn't feel the same like he used to. Ed saw him talking to Zsasz a lot lately.
No. He would never do that. Ed thought to himself while he left the Iceberg Lounge. I know he still loves me. He has to.
Ed didn't even think where to go, his legs led him straight to the Narrows. He was walking down the streets, whipping his tears with his sleeves. He entered the fighting club and tried to fiend Lee. She were sitting at the bar drinking from her flask.
"Ed hi, what are you doing here ? I thought you will spend your time with osw... Ed are you all right ? " she said worriedly when Ed got closer and she finally saw his red puffy eyes. "We...had a fight..." Ed sobbed.

Thanks for read ,it's my first story so I'm not sure how good is it , please leave a comment .

I will try my best to publish the next chapter