forever [hwang hyunjin] (completed)

hospital

kiji pov
we were all going home from chan's party and hyunjin decided to bring me to his home as changbin was already gone and he's probably asleep at home and i did not bring my keys, hyunjin took off his jacket and placed it over my shoulders.
"oh hyunjin oppa gwaenchanha!" i said and he inisted that it stays on me so i did, i was really very cold and i had to wash out the vomit that some random person vomited on me so now my clothes stinks and its really cold. we reached his house and we saw his mom,
"hyunjin ah why are you home so- oh hi kiji what brings you here at 12am?" her mom looked at me, confused.
"oh um... well... im locked out of my house and hyunjin was with me so like... yeah." i answered rubbing the back of my neck, she nodded and took us in, she gave me an extra towel so i could wash up before going to sleep. hyunjin said that i would sleep on the bed and he'll sleep on the floor i felt bad but i could not sleep on the floor as it was too hard and i did not like it. while he was washing up, it was about 1.30am in the morning, i got a call from an unknown number.
"hi is this ms kiji? your boyfriend is in the hospital and is in critical condition, would you like to see him? he may not have a chance to live." i heard a girl speak, huh, boyfriend? jisung? what? oh shit what? i panicked and was breathing really hard right now,
"ms please chill, you are his girlfriend right? it says on the contact "baby kiji" with a lot of heart emojis on it. he must really love you a lot, well you wanna come see him?" she continued, my tears were flowing profusely and i could not help but think about the incident just now, hyunjin came out of the bathroom and saw me crying, he picked up the phone and answered it,
"hello? im hyunjin, kiji's friend, whats going on?" i heard hyunjin ask.

hyunjin pov
"hello? im hyunjin, kiji's friend, whats hoing on?" i asked, kiji was crying really badly, i felt so bad for her,
"oh hi sir, you must be one of jisung's friends, well jisung got involved in an accident and is now in critical condition, he may not have a high chance of surviving and the doctors are trying to do everything to help him now, you may come and visit him now." a nurse said over the phone, what? jisung? accident? i got a shock and looked over at kiji still crying.
"sure we will visit him now." i replied and ended the call, i threw kiji a sweatshirt and a small pair of jeans, she quickly wore it and we went out quickly, going to the hospital.

kiji pov
i was panicking while hyunjin took us to the hospital, my heart was dying, it hurt inside, what was going on? i dont know why i am like this, i am a crying mess right now, hyunjin tried to clam me down but i just continued crying,
"i know that me and jisung are over but im worried for him as a friend or my "twin" if anything happens to him, i wont be able to live anymore. i cannot live without a cute adorable jisung always being there for me, loving me for who i am. please be safe jisung." i cried and cried not knowing what i said, when we reached, i felt weak and my vision was blurred. i quickly ran to the nurse.
"what room is jisung in?" i said in a begging tone,
"oh um jisung is in room 4419." i nodded and bowed running towards the room with a hyunjin chasing after me, i bust into the room and hugged jisung tightly. my tears kept flowing and flowing,
"jisung dont die, please dont die, what will i do without you my "twin"? are you just going to leave us alone jisung? jisung wake up, jisung oppa please wake up!" i cried, stull hugging him,
"ki- ki- kiji ah, im- im- im- f- fin-e" jisung mumbled softly into my ear, i looked up, my puffy red eyes staring at him,
"yah jisung! what happened?" hyunjin suddenly spoke,
"oh jin is here? come here i needa talk to you, kiji can you guve us some space?" i nodded and went out of the room.

jisung pov
kiji had red puffy eyes when she looked at me, has she been crying because of me? im useless, all i make her do is cry, all i do is to break her heart, i really hated that i broke up with kiji but now shes here crying because of me. i really wanted this to end, im in a hospital now, not having much hopes of living, i hoped that this would never make kiji cry again. i asked kiji to leave me and hyunjin alone,
"hyunjin hyung, can you promise me something?" i asked and he nodded, he was crying too, i had never seen him cry before,
"first, dont cry hyung, second, you know i love kiji, i will always love her! whatever jimin said was a lie, all she wanted was me, i didnt love her and i was drunk! i ddi not know who i was kissing but im sure we will never be together again. i know kiji loves you more than me, right from the start, she'd always loved you, even now! she still loves you hyung, confess to her, i know you like her too, take care of her for me hyung, please do!" i hugged hyunjin while a pearl of tear rolled out of my eyes he nodded and hugged me back. i was happy that i had hyungs like hyunjin.

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oOOOooOOOOooo what will happen next?