It's Not Goodbye

Breaking the News

Charles P.O.V.

I put on a grey shirt and some khaki pants and walked to my computer. I turned it on and began, "Hey guys we need to have a talk. Over the last few months Alli and I have not been getting along and we have been unhappy and stressed so we both decided that it's unfair for both of us to be unhappy. So we have decided that we will be separating and umm yeah that's it. I hope you can both understand that we didn't want it to come to this and that we both love you very much. I hope you guys can be there for me and remember that I'm always here for you. On that note, I will see you guys in tomorrow's vlog and TOODLES! Bye guys." I watched this another two times and decided it was good enough to post it. As people flooded in, all the hate Alli was getting was disgusting and hurtful. She was receiving death threats, being called horrible names, and people were blaming her for the divorce. People began saying that they always hated Alli and it really hurt to see the CTFxC being this rude. I told people that no one cheated but they all still thought cheating is what caused it but that wasn't the truth. I decided before I got too angry and said something I would regret, I shut off my computer for the night and fell asleep on the couch watching the Simpsons with Zoey and Marley. I had a dream that night that Alli came back, and when I woke up I wished that dream never ended. I missed her a lot and it was like a never ending hole in my stomach. I wondered where Alli would go for comfort and I soon found out. I looked on my phone about all the tweets and soon found out that Alli had flown to Nevada to see Datev and Kevin. I was glad she went to them because I knew that Datev would take care of Alli and Kevin was a good guy. Even though we weren't together, I still cared about her health and her safety. I would soon learn to have to let go of these feelings if I decided to have a new relationship. I pounded my head, what was I thinking? Why am I thinking about a new relationship just after a separation? I had to distract myself so I took Zoey and Marley to get coffee and cookies. When I returned home, the video had almost 500k views. My good friend Michael Buckley had texted me and Alli about us and we both gave him permission to make a video about it. I commented on it saying "Thank you Buckley for all that you do for us and supporting us both whether together or apart. - Charles" and I shut my laptop.