Make It Last Forever

Chapter 2

It's now 9:48pm, and I'm finally done be with the meeting and photo shoot. Sliding the key into the door and waiting for the green light I slowly enter into the room placing my purse and bag down on the table by the door. Laying back on the bed just to get a breather when my phone began to ring inside my purse. "That's just my baby daddy"  begins to play and I let out a deep sigh knowing it's no one other than JT. "Hello" I said after receiving the phone from my purse. "What up baby momma?" He replied followed by his obnoxious laugh. "What do you want JT? I'm tired."
"You always tired, you need to let me make you feel better, I know you miss it Bey." He said.
"Is that what you called me for? You trying to set up a booty call?" "Nah ma, just letting you know Bryson with me. I scooped him from your moms a little while ago." "You do know I don't get back into town until late tomorrow right" I asked him. "Dats cool, just let me know when you touch down and I'll bring him to you." "Alright JT, take care of my baby" "You know I got lil man ma, don't even go there" "okay, okay" I said "is there anything else?" "Well, since you asked, you gone give me some when you get back?" I let out a long sigh followed by a eye roll. "I told you last time was the last time. Even then it wasn't suppose to happen." "Yeah, I hear you, I'll see you when you get back." "Alright, bye" "yeah" was all he said before the line disconnected.

I've been trying for the longest to leave JT alone for good, other than when it came to our son. Temptation is a motherfucker though. It's been almost 3 months since I've had any type of pleasure and it's getting harder everyday. I just don't want to send the wrong idea to him and have him think it's okay to fuck me over and still have the benefit of fucking me when he wants. Clearing my thoughts of JT all together I began to prepare for bed. Taking another showing and washing my face to rid it of all the makeup from the photo shoot. Exiting the bathroom to my phone ringing again. Saying a silent prayer that it isn't JT asking if I thought about giving him some like he usually does after a call. It's annoying as shit. Grabbing the phone I see that it's Kels calling.
"Hello" I said " Heyyyyy bitchhhhhh, what you doing?" I couldn't help but laugh at this girl. Kelly and I met our freshman year of college. She too majored in business, but later changed to psychology after going through a breakup and wanting to understand the minds of other. She wanted to understand the way people think and act. Kelly has always been there for me and not once has she ever judged me for being stupid and sticking to JT's tired ass. "My god Kels do you ever have a chill?" "Chill for what? We need to go out and gets some drinks, throw these asses in a circle and find us some young tenderonies. So again, I ask what you doing?"  "All of that sounds fun but, did you forget I'm in Miami, Florida on a business trip? I won't be back until tomorrow evening" "oh damn" she said after settling down. "I did forget about that, well how did the meeting go?" "Everything went well, I'm confident I'll get the storefront we're just working out the legalities right now with their lawyers and whatnot." "That's good Bey Bey, but since you're down there I need to call up Nicki and see if she's down to ride" " now you know she's always ready to go out and have some drinks, I'm sorry I can't go, maybe next time" "yeah yeah bye hoe" I laughed at her dismissing me "bye"
Ughhh why did I answer his call this late at night? I should've known better. Now the image of us fucking is running through my mind and I know I can't relieve this pressure I'm feeling down low. The only this left to do is sleep until it's time to go home tomorrow.

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