You won't blame me but I blame me.
You try and make me believe it's not my fault when I know it is.
I shouldn't have said anything.
If I was quiet this wouldn't have happened.
I try different things to get over it.
I have wrote, listened, I've even tried to draw out my feelings.
I've listened to music but it only eases the pain while it's playing.
I will always blame myself for this and that will never change no matter how hard you try and say it's not.