🙊Hazel The Hidden Secret🙊

😒😢Denial😢😒

I just can't this can't be happening to me not me this has to be a dream .....

After hours by myself not letting no one visit me after getting the most horrible news ever that I'm HIV positive all I can think 🤔 is it's my fault I should not have went to that house should not have texted back to that strange number now looks at me this broken female with a disease

Wait no this not true they lied maybe they mixed up my paper work with some else yeah that happen just like when you hear about hospitals getting babies switched up so that's what' I will say my paper work got switched up I'm clean free

But what if everybody can notice it by how I look maybe I should jus change my whole appearance braid my hair wear eye contact extra make up then nobody will know about what I have no one will treat me different perfect that's what I'll do change how i look and even my appearance so people will still believe that I'm pure

I wonder how my grandma would treat me she would probably put all my things out on the street she probably. Is happy that I'm not miss perfect anymore I know who fault this is it's my mom she left me in I had to grow up now look at me with all this going on with me if I would have never moved I would be still the same not meet all these horrible who brought me to this point I would have been safe

I just wish everybody could just go away in leave me alone forever how could I end up with this dumb disease all because of Dre nobody really cared about me they wanted this to happen to me they wished nothing but bad on my life in now I'll always be the girl around school with the disease ...