Shikayat 2 - An AR SS - Completed!!!

Part 19

'Sorry bhai...' Nikki whisper as they were going towards her collage...

They haven't exchange a word in last few minutes they were together and it was killing Nikki from inside... Nikki knows Riddhima did this purposely so they could get sometimes alone with each other... Armaan wasn't ready to have any kind of conversation with her or face her but because of Riddhima, they were in same car...

Armaan look towards Nikki as she was looking down on her lap where she has kept her books... Armaan could feel she was about to break down but at the moment, he wasn't ready for any sort of it because he really needs time to accept that whatever happen has happened and no one was in fault...

If anyone was at fault, it was him and he just don't want Nikki to face his out burst being out of the house, that too they were on their way to work... Feeling Armaan gaze, Nikki look towards him but by the time Armaan has turn his gaze back to the road...

When again the silent took place, Nikki thought that at least she should try to mend things between them and let her brother knows that she has realized her mistake... Also she is very much guilty for not trusting him and not seeing his pain in the hard time they all face...

'I know aap mujhse bohot upset hai, aur jo bhi huva uske liye I m sorry bhai... I know kahin na kahin meri bhi galati hai, mujhe aapko apne baat samjhane moka dena chahiyeh... Aapse puchna chahiyeh tha aapne jo bhi kiya kyun kiya...

I m sorry main yeh bhul gayi, aap wohi insaan tha jo bhabs koh apne life mein issiliye aane nehi de raha tha kyunki log aapke wajahse usse kuch na kahe jiski wajahse bhabs koh bura lage... Aapne shuru se hi khud ke feelings aur emotions se pehle dusron ke baare mein socha hai...

Maine aapse jo bhi kaha, bohot galat kaha... Sorry ke alawa kehne ke liye meri paas kuch nehi hai bhai... Jo waqt guzra hai main usse waapas nehi laa sakte... Lekin aage se koshish karungi, aapke emotions koh samjhun kyunki main jaanti hun, aap kissi ke saath asaani se woh bayan nehi karenge...

Bas ek request hai aapse bhai, please aise mujhse muh mat molho... Aapke yeh behavior, mujhe bohot takleef dete hai... Aur mujhe har waqt yaad dilate hai main kitni galat thi... Shayad galati se zyada, ghunah lagta hai mujhe...

Aap mujhse naraz hai toh apna narazgi dikhao lekin aise chup mat raho... Aapko pura hak hai mujhpe gussa karne ka, kyunki jo rishta humhare beech hai woh kissi bhi haalat mein tut nehi sakte... Bas humhare dharmiya dhooriya paida ho rahi hai, kyunki humhare rishta kamzor padgaye...

I m sorry bhai, ho sake tho mujhe maaf kardena... I m really sorry, dil se... Main yeh baat bohot din se kehna chahti ti aapse lekin aap mere saamne aate hi apna raasta badhal te ho... I know aap chahta bhi nehi hoga hum aise aamne saamne aaye, bhabs ke wajahse aap mujhe aaj chodne aaye ho...

Aur main nehi chahti, aap aisa koi bhi kaam kare jo aap karna nehi chahte... Shayad mere aapke saamne aane se aapko takleef ho rahi hai issiliye, aaj ke baad main koshish karungi main aapke saamne na aaun, jiski wajahse aapko yeh baat yaad dilae ki behen hote huve bhi aap kitni akele hogaya tha...

Thank you bhai, mujhe collage tak chodne ke liye... Mujhe lene driver koh bhej dena, I know dad busy hoga... Main driver uncle ke saath ghar chali jaungi... Sorry again and thank you...' Nikki said as soon as Armaan stop the car in front of her collage...

Before Armaan could say anything, Nikki was out from the car... Armaan felt so bad to make his sister cry because he could clearly feel from her voice that which was shaking as she try hard to control her tears but her heart was crying loudly...

Armaan was looking towards Nikki as she hurriedly move inside the collage without looking towards a single person she passed... Armaan realized that he has punished his sister for too long with his silent treatment towards her but he was too hurt to take the first step to mend their problem...