Maybe I should have told you,
All those things I was feeling.
Three years and I hid everything
Because I didn't think you would handle it well.
Hints were dropped that maybe you liked me...
I should have noticed back then but I didn't.
Now you have him.
He's your everything,
You seem to love him so much.
It hurts.
It hurts more than I could have ever imagined.
You fucking tore me apart.
You're always talking to him,
Like you used to talk to me.
I should have told you when I started feeling all the indescribable feelings.
I would say I get butterflies when you smile at me but it's more like a hurricane.
I would tell you you're more beautiful than the galaxies,
But it would be the biggest understatement of my life.
I love you with all my heart and I'm sorry I was never enough for you.
I want to say I hope you're forever happy with him,
But I can't because I wish it were me.
Maybe someday I'll be lucky enough to find another you.
Goodbye.
