change (jimin x depressed reader)

sorry

Y/n pov

I did my every day routine but I called my brother I told him everything is fine but its not I'm miserable but I cant leave Charlie I walked to school listening to music I took the day off work I was to sore I entered the building I looked terrible swollen eyes wrapped arm i silently went fo class scared to face the I sat down next to Sam when jin passed me a note "we are walking u home after school" I widened my eyes in fear and looked at him and he mouthed it's ok i nodded and looked down

Timeskip bc school is boring to write about

It was lunch time when jhope approached me linking his arm with mine I gasp as he says "eat with us" a small smile crawls across my face i nod and walk into the lunchroom i didnt wanna eat so i just sat with the they where laughing and messing around when Cora one of the popular girls approach yelling at me u flinch and look down at my trembling hands jin grabs it to reassure me I flinch at his touch yoongi and taehyung start yelling at Cora the others just seething with rage that's when she poured steaming hot water over my arm and should it hit jins hand I scream as it burns my skin tears welling in my eyes I run out t ok the nurse I took off my shirt I was wearing a tank top under it as the nurse bandaged my shoulder arm and cuts which where bleeding again everyone walks in me covered in bandages they gasp at my tiny bruised body the tank top was really tight Jin bandaged his hand tears in my eyes I say "I'm sorry jin" and throw on my sweatshirt that was way to big when jin said "you have nothing to be sorry for this is only a taste of what u have been through" I nod and walk out the boys behind me we walked outta my school in the direction of my home I tried to convince them to leave but they didnt they gasped at the sight of my house I walked in and jin said "may we come in" i nod not looking at them they come into the house to see my sister i kissed her on the forehead and walked to the corner to put my stuff down "would u guys like to come over for a while" jin asked I nodded still looking down I helped Charlie off the mattress to the door I kept stumbling so jhope said he would help her I looked down my hands where shaking I kept walking when I ran into Cora she poured her tea over my head jimin gasped and stepped in front of me he shoved her and we continued to walk yoongi linked his pinkie with mine

Knowing how much that comforted me when I was little it felt nice to have him there again but he was probably gonna leave again tears welled up in my eyes at the thought I didnt want it to end we showed up at there house jin gave me some of his sisters clothes she forgot here I showered and walked out

U could see my bandages I was shaking and walked out they gasped at the sight u could see my tiny stomach and frame jimin walked over and slid his sweatshirt off I flinched as he raised his arms to put the sweatshirt on me "dont be scared" jimin said "we are sorry" suga said "I need to talk to Charlie I said pulling her into another room "what should I do" I whisper she hugged me and said "forgive them they seem genuine" I hug back and say "what if they hurt me again" she pulls back and holds my hands "at least try" I nodded and walked out to the boys they all looked at me I looked at charlie in fear then to the boys I nodded jimin came and hugged me tight lifting me off the ground I giggled everyone started laughing after a bit I had to leave to work "wanna hang out after" yoongi asked I told him I have to jobs so I would be home till late they invited me to stay the night after work I said yes by the time I got back it was time for school the boys where worried about me not sleeping it happens often tho I was about to walk out the door but jimin picked me up sitting me on the couch we r staying home today u need sleep I shake my head "I'm fine" they ignored me and turned on a movie sitting with me on the couch once the movie was done they said they wanted to talk to my nervously I nodded when jin spoke "I know its asking alot for u to trust us for all uve been through but we r not here to hurt u we wanna be ur friend" I looked at my hands they where trembling I was scared no petrified jimin grabbed my hand and I flinched he looked at me worried I stood up and yoongi hugged me I hugged back I missed him so much he was the shortest but still was super tall next to me he kissed my forehead and whispered "move in with us" I looked at him shocked I nodded a little and they celebrated I walked upstairs to wake up Charlie I told her we where moving in and I was gonna go get our stuff she nodded and went back to sleep jimin walked with me when we got there I was about to grab my stuff when jimin turned me around resting his forehead on mine I gasped as he did that then he spoke "trust me when I say this I will never let anyone hurt u ever again including yourself" he grabbed my wrist and kissed it he pulled me by my waist closer to him he was gonna kiss me but I ran to grab my stuff and walked out him behind me me grabbed my wrist so I would face him and said "why didnt u kiss me" I tried to pull away but he pulled me closer I looked down and said "I dont wanna be hurt again" he shook his head and said "I told u no one would hurt you" I looked at him and he continued "so u wanted to kiss me" I looked away blushing and nodded he smiled and put one arm around my waist the other on my cheek I wrapped my arms around his waist I looked at him surprised and scared when he kissed me I started shaking so he tightened his grip on my eventually I kissed back after I pulled away he grabbed my shaking hand and my bag