The Diary

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Dear diary,

It's me..Wendy. I haven't wrote to you in a long long time. Today. I buried my best friend. I have nobody to talk to about this pain and empty hole I have in my heart right now. I don't know what to do or who to cry my eyes out with. I just want to take the time to remember the good memories I had with Seulgi. Regardless of our mutual love for Irene, we put that to the side after the mess Bae made to make us hate each other. 

I actually did hate Seulgi for a good bit. But that was out of my love for Irene. Anyone would've done the same.  Love makes us do stupid things. Even when Irene shot me and sent me to the hospital. I didn't even know I was going to live or even walk again. But knowing that somebody who cared for me as much as Seulgi did-- I knew she would have my back and defend me.

Seulgi was someone you didn't want to lose as a friend. She came off very shy at first. You wouldn't think that with her being so charismatic and edgy on stage. I remember seeing her perform 'Bad Boy' for the first time and I was like 'whoaaaa...' I like Irene and all, but I think Seulgi is my bias wrecker. Her dance moves were so sharp. Her gaze was hypnotizing and I couldn't stop staring at her. I couldn't of imagined meeting Red Velvet and figuring out who I would talk to first.

Whenever I approached her for the first time at a fanmeet...I couldn't even move, let alone speak. That's the aura Seulgi had. But once she began to embrace me with her smile..I knew that she was open to being friendly with me. Of course. Your first true love doesn't go away that easily....

Irene hit me a locomotive on a stormy night. I couldn't do anything about it. I saw her walking towards a coffee shop, alone..

I knew I had to take a leap of faith and just go for it. I introduced myself and she was stunned. Couldn't do anything, but leave my derpy smile imprinted in her mind. She dropped her coffee and the rest was history.

I got to know the REAL Irene through fistfights..gun shooting..hospital sending..life threatening..neck choking..you name it. I still am thankful for her though. As I've said before. If it wasn't for Irene, I would've never got to meet or know Seulgi, personally..

So whenever I am feeling down or out of sync. I want you to show me some glimmer of hope Seulgi. I want to know that you are still here with me. Giving me warmth and being my personal sweater whenever life turned cold and I couldn't deal with anything anymore, by myself.

Sincerely and truly,

Your BOOO to my YAHHH

Wendy. 

Wendy folded her diary letter and put it into an envelope. And laid it on top of Seulgi's casket.

Wendy: Rest in peace Seulgi. I love you..

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⏰ Last updated: Jun 14, 2018 ⏰

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