I am just a normal old girl. Just joking about the old part. I am 14 I had a hard life growing up never really got the dreamed life I planed I was sitting in my room over hearing my parents fighting about the same old stuff and my illness as usually I use to think it was my fault but I got use to it so I really didn't think anything just let them fight. I was fighting a illness that wasn't worth fighting for. Hard cold depression yep anxiety and I was a cutter and I wasn't very proud of it when my parents found out. At 13 the very day I was taking a shower and I didn't hear the door open and bam in walks my mom. As the steam from the hot water fog up mirrors and rushing blood down my arm and heat from water making the pain more satisfying. My mom yells out loud and the day the grand parents are there so now everyone knows wow what a shock by the time I got clean from cuting 5 days I did it again why because it the illness why can't it be cured because I am lilly lilly rose.
