It’s not exactly that I was jealous when I saw Niall and Liam kissing on the bus that night. It wasn’t like I wanted to kiss one of them and was jealous or something and that’s why I was upset. I don’t quite know what it was. It was just surprising I guess. I was just passing through, minding my own business, and there it was, right in front of my face; Liam leaning into Niall’s bunk and giving him a kiss goodnight.