Do you ever think about death?
You tend to get that feeling of dread and hopelessness. The thought of a future away from the ones that you love, and there is no way to stop it. No way to sense it. And so you drown in your own thoughts, thinking about the fact that there is no way for you to put a stop to your unavoidable fate and you feel like all hope is lost. Gone.
That's how it felt to see Jimin with Jungkook like that. That boy is my future. And to see him with somebody else like that, it made me feel like he was taken away from me. My future taken away and there was nothing I could do to stop it.
But that was a lie. There was something that I could do to stop it. And I thought about that for a while. The mere thought of having him taken away from me tore me up from the inside.
Hopelessness. Dread.
It felt like death to me. And later on, it could result in someone else's..
but we'll find that out later, now won't we?
{A/N: this chapter was short sorry, I just felt a sudden urge to write something. The next actual chapter.. well I can't say that it will be up soon but I'll definitely start working on it now. 👋}
