Alone! (One Direction fanfic)

im always alone (Chapter 13)

Karen’s P.O.V

I answered the phone, annoyed!

“HELLO!” I screamed. I'm honestly so sick of everyone.

“Hello Karen, its Ashlee. We think its best if you take a vacation away from the boys.”

“……”

“Karen you still there?”

“Umm yeah I'm listening.” Tears are pouring down my face.

“It will only be from a short time. Maybe a year?”

“A YEAR?!” the door opened and my mom (Trisha) walks in she grabs the phone.”

“Hello this is Trisha, Karen’s and Zayn’s mom. You can tell the boys what to do because you ‘own’ them but you cannot tell my daughter what to do.” She hung up the phone.

“Thanks mom.” I hugged her. I was walking downstairs but stopped half way.

“I think we are causing her stress. Maybe when we go on tour we leave her here for a month.”  Louis said.

Yup, my boyfriend just said he wanted to leave me behind. I felt my phone vibrate against my leg, it was a number I never seen before.

“Hello?”

“Good afternoon Karen, this is Manestream (A/N I made that upJ). The hair salon you applied to, well congratulations you got the job.”

“OH MY GOD THANK YOU. That’s amazing.”

“-but that only problem is, the only place that needs employees is an hour minutes away from where you live. You might have to move.”

“Its fine I’ll take it.”

“Ok bye.”

I walked back downstairs, passed all the boy to my mom.

“MOM? I think I'm moving out.”

“Oh sweetie I knew this day would come. But what are you going to do about the boys?”

“I don’t know I haven’t even told them that I got the job.”

I walked out where the boys were just seeing them playing around and laughing brought tears to my eyes. I just wanted them to be happy and not me to be there to stress everyone out. Louis saw me and stopped joking and smiling and looked at me with concern. That’s when I realized all I do is stress Louis out.

“Babe what’s wrong? Why are crying?”

“You guys look so happy joking and playing around its cute!”

“Aww babe. Are you sure that’s the only thing?”

“Umm no I got the job I applied to.”

“Oh babe that’s amazing. So why are you crying?”

“I-I have t-to mo-move.”

“What?!” Why does he even care he wanted to leave me behind anyways?

“WHAT?! What’s there to what about? Aren’t you then one who told the boys to leave me behind for a month? All I do is cause people stress; you and the boys were joking around and laughing till I came.”

“That is that most stupidest thing I ever heard in my life, you don’t stress me out.” I can tell he was getting annoyed.

“When was the last time you had fun without worrying about a thing?” I pushed back the tears I would not cry he hasn’t said anything wrong I just hate fighting with him.

“Just 5 minutes ago when I was joking and playing with the boy until y-“

“Exactly until I came and you had to worry about me. Face it every time you have fun I'm not there. When was the last time we had fun.” He got really annoyed.

“You want honesty? I don’t remember because every time I'm with you or not even with you there is drama and I'm so stressed out with the tour and you and your stupid drama that comes along with you! Maybe this is why your mom but you up for adoption.”

“IF I’M SO STUPID AND MY DRAMA IS STUPID AND EVERYTHING ELSE ABOUT ME THEN WHY DON’T I MOVE AND BE AWAY FROM YOU. DON’T EVER BRING UP MY MOM.”

“I-I didn’t mean t-that I-I’m sorry.”

“I made up my mine, I'm moving and we are over!” I pushed him to get out of my way and made my way up to my room.

*****One Week Later******

I finally had everything in the truck. I haven’t talked or seen Louis since the fight. All the boys were on his side, besides Niall and Liam. Liam is on no body’s side and Niall is on my side. Megan has been with me non-stop since the fight. Maria on the other hand is on Louis’ side because Harry is on his side. I love Maria to death but what happened to chicks over dick?

“I'm going to miss you so much love!” My mom said.

“Please don’t cry, please don’t because If you do I will start crying.” I looked at her and saw only sadness tears poured down my checks.

“KAREN WAIT, WAIT!” I turned around to see Megan running toward us. She left last night to go to sleep and she must have woke up late.

“I would wait a thousand years just to say bye to you Megan.” 

she handed me a Justin Bieber teddy bear. i cried and said good bye

 We said our good byes and here I was driving off to my new house… Alone!

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Sorry I haven’t wrote a long time. L

My mom got hurt. She got into a car accident. I will helping her and I couldn’t write.

And I got sunburn and sick L

But besides the negative I just applied to voc it’s a smart school <3!

And my mom is doing better her spine shifted.

Well again I'm sorry and I love you guys. I love all my fans <3!

I love you beautifuls <3!

                                                                 ~Karen Jocelyn