When voices whisper in my head,
That I'm not worth it and should be dead,
I reach out my hands and heart,
I search for you.
When all hope turns to greyness and thunder,
And my usual ship feels like it's sinking under,
I send up a flare in the smoky black,
I search for you.
When I'm all alone in a swirling crowd,
And I cry and scream without a sound,
I run for the exit and regain my voice,
I search for you.
When I'm so lost in a familiar place,
And it feels like the whole world is on my case,
I hide in the sanctuary that we create,
I search for you.
When no one else understands who I am,
That I'm not useless but I'm not superman,
I sprint towards that glimmer of hope,
I find you.