Living life is hard like with me living is hard enough sometimes I do wonder why was I picked to be on earth when I know I am not suppose to
I am getting bored of life it's like my punishment I have to deal with
But will people really miss me if I wasn't here
It upsets me when you have to think about other people then your own feelings or how you feel?
I feel like rubbish when I open my own eyes I am like not again I have to go through a horrible day!
With what I deal with 24/7 everyday and you think that's hard I have to deal with it at night sometimes let me rephrase that every night I have to deal with it!
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