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Have you ever wondered what death is like?

Death, you know, when your heart stops beating and you have no pulse.

Yeah, that kind of death.

Throughout my seventeen years, the majority has been filled with h

the same wonder.

I've heard all the rumours, and I bet you have too.

White lights, angles hoisting your sole out of your lifeless body, taking you to one of two pathways, heaven or hell, as your whole life is played to you in six or seven minutes.

I want to know what it's like to stand at the gates of heaven, or in my case, at the gates of hell, as I leave my family, unlikely grieving on our evil earth.

I think it would feel good to leave it all behind, and be with people who have also done bad things. But in Hell, they wouldn't be known as 'bad things' because all around you, everywhere you look, there would be people who did 'bad things' so in Hell, it would be known as normal.

And normal is a feeling I've always wanted to feel.

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Hey, I'm Elle. This is Mental, and I will update every Friday. Nice to meet ya, bye x

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