I've been thinking about doing something like this for a while. And now that I am I can safely say.
Don't read this book if you don't know what insanity is like.
more info in the first chapter.
You tried pulling in I let you call me kitten Yeah I was willing to lie Thought "this is something to try" You kept it going all day Always hurt I wouldn't stay We were both busy with stuff Like school, like work, like love. I Don't understand What made us ok to stand To stand A little longer Stand a little longer I guess I needed a man Felt like a person had to Hold my hand But it's impossible You're impossible And I Don't Know What kept Us That Long Because... I never liked you anyway At least not as something I'd love I never liked you anyways And I'm not sorry for sayin this cause You, never really cared, for so long I was too scared. To say "no thank you" "I wouldn't date you If I could" I never liked you anyway And I'm too smart to keep going on With this Starting off It was great "Hey, how was work babe?" You held me close Took off my clothes- Wait, where's this going? I Don't need your Expertise. To know You were just using me.
How scary! You Got inside my mind Some other things- -if I might This Roleplay Foreplay Everyday Hurts me More Emotionally Than it probably Hurts my persona. Physically~ Oh The same conversations The same- every day position I was in I got so tired To the point where I couldn't sleep. But now I got it It's ironic Thinking all I had To Say... Was....
I never liked you anyway. And I'm not sorry, for putting you down I never liked you anyway. And I'm sorry your "tears" are hitting the ground Oh You don't control me You don't own me Won't let steal my time My vir- or my life No Don't Try Talking Now I... I... I... I don't like you anyway. And I don't care that you're all alone. I never liked you anyway. And I'm sorry that I moved on. And unlike you He's got so much more potential and so much more charm. I never liked you anyway. And I'm sorry that I can't be your doll.
I never liked you anyway. ----------------------------------------------------
Uh... This is the first song that the general public is gonna read... And it's a middle finger to my ex... I understand I probably sound like a bitch in this... Sorry... No I'm not. I hope he sees this post. I saw he "accidentally" deleted my response to HIS complaint a while back. It's ok Daddy :D I still have it.
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I could've added a lot more, like how he would complain every time I left to hang out with my family, or our break-up texts- oh wait!!!
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Yay!!! I also wanna note that- This was all online. But we roleplayed like we were actually together, and We were dating for a while. Everything you read about happened, just- Not in real life. So yeah. Consider this your full goodbye, daddy~
