Compilation of Flash Fictions

USELESS

I'm Rheigna if you think I am a queen, I'm sorry but I'm just useless one.

At the age of five;
"All you can do is to play. Again and again! You're useless!" my mom said. I just laughed and said "I'm sorry mom" I act not in pain but I cries inside.

At the age of seven;
"Look at your bestfriend, she's study hard as long as she could and you? You're stupid and useless!" my mom said. I just laughed and said "I'm sorry mom." I act not in pain but I cries inside.

At the age of ten;
"You're such a disgrace, you are useless as always!" my mom said. I just laughed and said "I'm sorry mom" I act not in pain but I'm cries inside.

At the age of twelve;
"You're useless, you can't do anything! Act your age!" my mom said. I just laughed and said "I'm sorry mom" I act not in pain but I cries inside.

At the age fifteen;
"You already knew how to love but you're still useless!" my mom said. I just laughed and said "I'm sorry mom" I act not in pain but I cries inside.

At the age of eighteen;
"I'll be glad if you die! You're fucking useless!" my mom said. I just laughed and said "I'm sorry mom." I act not in pain but I cries inside.

I wrote a letter contains my thoughts that's left unsaid...

Dear Mom,
           I am sorry if I can't be the woman you wanted to be. I tried my best, I did everything but it doesn't have you a proud feeling. Don't worry, I'll now make you glad just like what you've said. I'm so sorry for being useless. I am useless because you treated me like one. Goodbye and I love you if although I never felt the same way.

Finally, I grab the opportunity and commits suicide. I can't take this anymore. I closed my eyes to let myself sleep for a long period of time. Goodbye pain. Goodbye mischievous word. Goodbye problem. Goodbye Mom. Goodbye cruel world.