REVENGE

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"Living in the darkness ,I'm all alone .
I'm gonna put on a show
Oh its a masquerade.
Trying to find myself, trying to find my own way ..

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I open my eyes and turn my alarm off.

After the funeral  of my brother, dad and mom ,I decided to move away and start over.

What basically fueled my decision was the rumors that went around ,plus I needed a new start ,with new people.

"she is possessed ,she is a psycho she murdered her own family....... "that's what most people said even though they had no evidence.

Even those that were not  close to my family ,were now all of a sudden concerned .

But I knew it was fake.
They just wanted new news ,to go spread.
I didn't like any of that ,so I didn't entertain their nonsense .

Some gave me pity looks and I hated it ,cause their pity wouldn't help.

What I needed was someone's shoulder to cry on ,someone to hold my hand while I was facing all this nightmare,but I guess nobody really noticed for they were to busy with their lives or naming me.

And guess what?

The news papers and TV show presenters thought my pain was not enough .

They  tried to make interviews with me .

You see that just confuses me and hurts me more.

While I was hurting ,others thought I  could make their magazines sales
increase.

While I was trying to move on and get closure ,they just had to make me remember

I had to move.

So i moved to another small town .

I sold our family house ,my dads car and I also got insurance money.

When I got to this new town I bought myself an apartment with the money I got from my old family house.

It isn't  fancy or anything ,it is just good for a person my age.

You probably wondering why.

Well since I decided to continue with school ,I thought it would be a good idea to save  for the future.

I want to continue school because I want to learn and be clever enough to catch that fool that murdered my family.

I want to teach them a lesson slowly but surely, they will never forget ,they will never know what hit them when I'm done.

Its current 9:00, and my lecture starts at 10:00,so I have an hour to get ready.

After getting dressed I go downstairs and eat breakfast in silence .
How peaceful ?(you may think).

But its not peaceful its heartbreaking ,I've heard the saying :time heals everything, but it hasn't healed nothing for me.

The death of my family still feels like yesterday.

Before I left for school I quickly grab the earrings I got from my mom  and dad on my 18th birthday ,the same day they died.

I still remember them saying :We love you sweety.
Those  words how I wish I could hear them again.

How I wish I could hug my family again.
But that's all i do wish ,wish wish.

I now know what they meant when they said; We don't appreciate what we have until its gone.

Guess I didn't appreciate what I had till now.

I head out and go straight into my mothers car .

When I sold the house and dads car I decided to leave my moms because I needed a reminder of where I came from and what I once had , plus my moms car was more my type .

It is a polo vivo.

This car has become my family .

On my way to school one of my favourite songs plays and the muscles in my face move to make my mouth a smile.

I might not be a singer, but who cares so I sing along:
Now I like dollars ,I like diamonds,I  like stunning,I like shinning .
I like million dollar deals.
Where's my pen?
B****  I'm signing
I like those Balenciaga's,  the one that look like socks .
I like going to the jeweler,I put rocks all in my watch .
I like texts from my exes  when  they want a second chance.
I like proving niggas wrong  ,I do what they say I can't .

They call me Cardi Bardi,Banging body ,Spicy mami,hot tamale....

The person who killed my family might have taken them away but they totally didn't take my sense of humor.

And my name is Britney by the way and my friends call me Brie ,I'm in college and this is my last year of my degree.

So howz it guys vote and comment.601words ,that surely deserves votes and comments.
And if the are grammar errors: sorry.
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