Just friends

chapter 10

We entered his apartment. He closed the door and he leaned against me. I was stacked between his body and the wall. He kissed me hard. Like there isn't tomorrow. He knew that it's our last meetmemt...

My legs were wrapped around his waist,my hands under his T-shirt.. our coats on the floor...

"Aria.."

"Harry...you drive me crazy when you do it ..."

"Do what babe?"

"Saying my name...It's our last night...our only night...I don't know if we meet again..."

"We will. I promise."

"You are promising a lot baby. I'm afraid that you will regret it.."

"I want you Aria."

"I have to discover the bedroom then..." A crafty smile was drawn in my face... If I want to do this with someone,it has to be Harry...but.. Fan.. No. Not now.

I rap his hand and I start researching... His bedroom is easy enough to be found. I want to turn on the lights. I'm curious. Before I touch the bottom,I hear him begging me to stop.

"Harry?"

"Nobody has been here again. It's...it's ..." I took his hand and I putted on my heart.

"I want you,not your bedroom. I just want the full experience...it's my first time..."

"Easy babe,calm down..."

He touched my neck and slowly,he started going lower and lower. I took off his shirt. All these tattoos are amazing... For the first time in my life I was able to touch them... But I couldn't wait. I unzipped his jeans...He took off my shirt. I am in front of a man with my bras. It's really weird cause I feel comfortable. Only with Harry I can feel that way. He is the one. I know it. He is the only person I will ever love. Harry...

We lay down hugged. Hugged tight.

"Aria...I want to be clear. I want you so badly. But I also love you. And my love is stronger than my-"

"I want you to be the one. No. I mean yes,but no. Okay,what I mean is that I don't just want you ti ne the one. You are the one. I knew it since the first time I-sorry I'm being pathetic. Okay just forget it. Can you pick me up to my hotel?" Please,please don't let me go...please Harry try to keep me here..

"I want to be your first one. To be honest, I want to be the only one. But because it will be your first time,it must be perfect. It has to be the right timing. You have to be sure. In other worlds, we have to wait. Will you wait? Will you wait our right timing?"

"I will. Every single day of my life will be a race. With myself. Tomorrow we'll be friends. But I will wait. Even if we'll be just friends"

I putted on my clothes and I leave the bedroom. I wore my coat and he appeared the living room.

"Ready?"

"Ready. You know I'm ready. Why are you always asking?" He got the hint. That's why he didn't answer but left. He opened the door and he went away. I followed him.

"Shall I close the door? Did you get your keys?"  As an answer I got the metallic sound from his left pocket. I shut the door and run to his car.

"It was a nice...experience tonight." Experience?! It was just an experience for him?!

"I guess... I'm sure thought that you had better experiences with other directioners in your past." Why did I say that? He is not that type...

"Aria,you are the only one. And it was the best night of my life,because it was you and I. But I love you too much to do something to you. If you want we will be just friends. I'll still love you. But it's not fair for you to be something more with me."

Fuck. Fuck,fuck,fuck! We're at the hotel. I won't see him again. Or touch him. Or kiss him. Or hug him. Or tell him how much I love him.

"I'll miss you Harry"

"No you won't. We'll talk."

"I love you."

"I love you."

"it's time I went..."

"Have an nice trip tomorrow."

"Okay... Bye..."

"Bye Aria..."

Leaving the person you love the most is hard. It's like you abandon your half heart. And you can't leave with half a blue sky. With half a heart.

"So...just friends?"

"Just friends..."

But they didn't know that two souls,with those scars,can't be just friends. Because they were ment to be together. And sooner or later,they will be. Because deep inside their hearts,they both know the truth. They love each other. And if love says dance,you dance. They'll dance through the dark. The deep, velvet dark of their existence. Until they see the light of their love. Until they admit they can't be just friends...