Time (Fear Series #1)

Chapter Three: Her lies.

Multimedia: Valarie X Lawrence

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Valarie's p.o.v

I hate him, so much... Why does he make me feel like this? It hurts..

I hate you, Lawrence! What have you done with me? I'm sorry.. I was the one who made the mistake, not you. If only I believed you, then we wouldn't have separated, we wouldn't have been torn off.

I turned down all of your efforts, it hurt me a lot. I was about to apologize for what I did, and I was gone.

I have to admit, I'm scared of facing you. I was so damn wrecked when I saw you, remembering everything I did after we broke up.

I'm sorry, I didn't know the truth.

I'm sorry, I didn't know myself that time.

I'm sorry, because I let you go.

And I'm sorry, if you felt like dying, just like how I did.

Lost in my thoughts, someone put me out of my trance when they patted my shoulder. There, I see Clarke behind me, smiling weakly, face full of tears.

He pulled me without another utter.

"Tell me everything you did." He spoke and cried softly. "Why are you crying?" I asked him. "Real men shouldn't cry." I continued.

"I am a man, and I am proud to say I am. You don't have the rights to tell me those, and the rights to hurt my brother." He snapped at me, making me feel weak.

"Alam mo ba kung gaano siya nasaktan noong iniwan mo siya, ha?!" He shouted at me, hinawakan niya ng mahigpit ang braso ko. "He fucking almost tried to suicide! Do you know how much he tried to get you back? Yet, you always reject him, you always turn him down! Now tell me, what were you doing at those times?!"

"I slept with another man. He loved me for who I am." I said, emotion missing in my eyes, but deep inside, I felt my heart being stabbed a million times.

"You're fucking crazy." He said and then left me out there, standing, on the verge of crying.

I then fainted, not caring if the rain will get me wet. Theast thing I know, I felt someone picking me up.

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I woke up, feeling dizzy and nauseous. I roamed my head around, and saw him sitting beside me.

I smiled, I felt tears welling up.

I wish I could always be like this, so that I can be with you. I wish, you'll accept me again, after the truth you've found out. I wish you could take me back, after all I did.

No, you aren't a cheater.

I am.

I felt you staring at me, that's why I looked at you. And I was right, you were. I started crying, yet you just looked at me emotionlessly. Please.. at least talk to me.

"W-what are you d-doing here?" I asked him.

"Checking on you. Sabi ni Austine bantayan muna kita. Ayos ka na, diba? P'wede ka na kitang iwan." Sabi niya saakin at tumayo sa kinauupan niya.

"Wait!" Sigaw ko.

"What?" Tanong niya saakin. "Don't leave..." Sabi ko. "Sorry, ha? Pero busy ako eh. Sa susunod nalang." He then left without looking at me.

That's when I started to break down.

Lawrence's P.O.V

I could've stayed if she just told me the truth right away. But no, it fucking hurts. Kaya niya pala yun, 'no? Ang lakas ng loob niya.

I was fooled. All along, I was the one who was supposed to be hurting. And all along, I believed in her lies. Her lies which were so beautiful, that I got lost into them.

Flashback.

"Where are you going, babe?" I asked her, holding her tight so she won't escape.

"Hmm? Meeting with a friend. I missed him, we haven't seen each other for years." Sabi niya saakin, no emotions at all, great.

"What about me? We haven't seen each other for six months..." I said. "Babe, you could wait. What about him? He'll be leaving next month, time is running." She said in a hurry. I guess he's texting her.

"Wait!" Sabi ko sakanya to stop her.

"What?" She asked back. "Don't leave..." I answered. "Sa susunod nalang, babe. I'm busy, sorry." She then left with no emotion.

"Call me, at least.." I looked at the door, hoping for her to come back.

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And she still has the guts, huh? She's that bold, I guess. I left the room without another word. I then heard her screaming for my name as she broke down.

I don't care anymore. I know the truth, I wouldn't get hurt anymore. She's all by herself now.

She slept with another man after we broke up? How great..

As I was walking, I bumped into someone.

"S-sorry." I said and tried to pick up her things which fell on the floor. "It's okay." I smiled and already finished.

"I'm Autumn Calveigh Tromaine. Call me Eleanor." She held out her hand. "Nice to meet you, I'm Lawrence Maximilian Levesque." I said as I gave her my hand and smiled.

"What brings you here?" She asked.

"Just checking on someone." I said as and smiled forcefully. "Your girlfriend?" She smiled sweetly at me. "No, she isn't. Just an acquaintance." I said coldly. "Okay!" She said.

"U-um, do you want to have coffee with me or something? You know, to make up with the bumping." I said, scratching my neck.

"Sure!" She said.

Looking down on my crystal, one pair broken. It's a success. They're easily fooled. That girl thought that she can take my throne? No, I'm the only supposed queen.

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Sorry sa slow update, haha! Pero don't worry, I'll try to make up to you guys. I'm looking for more operators nga pala, complete na ang BlackBangtan, all I need is GSeventeen.

Gfriend Umji as Autumn Calveigh Tromaine (Eleanor)!