Reel or Real? (Completed)

Chapter 33: Fan Service P2

Jade looks back at Althea then back to the fans

Kayo ah puro kayo personal questions ngayon ah hehehe hindi ako ready sa mga to grabe ! Hahaha... pero... okay lang sige may tiwala naman ako sainyo eh

Oo naman !! Asahan niyo po ang supporta namin hanggang infinity and beyond

Hiyaw ng mga fans

Wow!! Grabe yan ah ! Hehehe nakaka touch naman *smiles* anyway.. since mahal na mahal ko kayong lahat I'll be... honest... *silence* about sa question mo... *glances at Althea* meron na actually... *looks down* kaso nga lang.. naka gawa kasi ako ng hindi maganda sakanya.. *sighs*

Ano po yun? If you don't mind

"Sa totoo lang.. wala na akong paki alam kung anung iisipin nila sakin... I deserve it...*sighs*" I.. uhm... I cheated..

*gasps* *murmurs*

Nagulat at nagbulung bulungan ang mga fans na ikinagulat naman ni Althea

*eyes widen* "Jade anung ginagawa mo??!! Nasisiraan ka na ba? Baka hindi maging maganda ang impact niyan sa career mo !*frustrated* *tense*" *looks at Jade with disbelief* what are you doing? *whispers*

Sabi ni Althea sa isip niya, habang hindi niya napigilang lumapit at bumulong kay Jade, ngunit hindi na ito pinakinggan pa ni Jade at ngumiti na lamang

Tama kayo ng narinig... I cheated... ang nakakatawa pa dun.. is that I cheated on the person I love the most.. and love me as much...alam niyo yun? Ilang beses kong ginustong bumalik sa oras na yun to undo what I did.. pero wala eh.. it can't be done.. because the damage has already been done... and aaminin ko sainyo.. hindi ko na alam actually kung ano bang dapat na gawin ko para maka bawi.. kasi sarado na siya eh... yung pain.. sobrang bigat.. yung sugat? Sobrang lalim.. that even I can't make it better... *tears starts to fill* that... no matter what I do.. I already damaged the trust and the love that person gave to me and have for me... kaya mas lamang talaga yung sakit na nararamdaman niya ngayon kesa sa paniniwalang mahal ko siya.. although of course hindi ko siya masisisi kung ganun man ang nararamdaman niya kasi nga naman diba? Who would believe na mahal ka ng isang taong nagawa kang lokohin? I mean personally I won't believe me either.. *tears drip*

Hindi napigilan ni Jade ang mga luha niya kaya panandalian itong tumigil, samantala ang mag supporters naman ay seryosong nakikinig lang sakanya

Jade.. you can stop now.. ano ka ba? *whispers*

*looks at Althea* *smiles* alam niyo yun? Yung pakiramdam na dinudurog ka sa loob dahil sa sobrang sakit? And at the same time yung mararamdaman mong wala kang ni katiting na karapatan masaktan dahil kagagawan o to eh.. kaya sino ako?? Sino ako para masaktan diba? I mean.. I couldn't even blame anyone but myself kasi ako naman yung nagkamali eh... I'd like to say na it's not my choice but heck!! what for diba? Kung nagawa ko na nga eh... my choice or not, I still did it.. baka nacucurious kayo how did I cheated.. *sniffs* *smirks* *tearing up*

Jade stop it... *whispers* *grabs Jade's hand* *worried*

It's okay Althea.. I've been holding this for a while now.. I just want to pour it out and kung meron man akong masasabihan ng nararamdaman ko.. I think they are the ones who deserves it.. pambawi ko man lang sa love and support na binibigay nila sakin, sayo.. satin... *weak smile* *whispers*

*worried* *slightly frowns* Jade.. malaki ang chance na maapektuhan ang career mo with this... and.. it's not worth it *whispers*

It doesn't matter... I'll fight back and work hard to gain their trust and support again... don't worry Althea.. and thank you alam ko nag aalala ka lang.. even though you don't have a reason to..