don't smile at me; yugbam [DISCONTINUED]

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Bambam sniffed and looked at Yugyeom while still not breaking the hug.

"Hell fucking yea" Bambam laughed and so did Yugyeom they broke the hug and started running towards somewhere they would get lost together.

Once they got tired they stopped where it was more isolated than before, it was also surrounded with trees. Both boys knew for sure they were in a forest.

"Yugyeom, did we really run this far?" Bambam threw himself on the ground facing the sky

"Apparently so. Im so tired lemme sit down" Yugyeom sat next to bambam while they thought about life in comfortable silence.

"hey yugyeom?"

"What?" Yugyeom looked at Bambam's face while he was still looking up at the sky

"How was...or is your love life? Like you know. Have you ever loved someone?" As soon as he said this he sat up to be able to look at him.

"I-i have loved someone, they told me they did too but it was a lie.." Yugyeom looked at his lap he was sitting with his legs crossed.

"What do you mean? Did someone do something to you?"

"It's a really long story which im sure you wouldn't want to hea-"

"N-no, Yugyeom we literally have all day it's just 7:50 am. The day is literally just starting." He checked the time as he gave a small smile at the end of his sentence.

Yugyeom looked at bambam and they both exchanged warm smiles.

"Ok then. Well i was in what high school? Yea, there was this guy that i really liked. I knew how i felt about what sexuality i liked in 5th grade by the way. So to make this long story short, he found out i liked him so he "liked" me too apparently. After a few days let's say 3 or 4, he asked me to be his boyfriend and i said yes."

He didn't think saying all this again would bring back painful memories

"...We went out for almost a year and yes ALMOST a year. That was until i found him kissing his fucking ex boyfriend in the fucking bathroom. I was shocked obviously so i had to ask what their doing, the most dumbest thing you can ask someone when you can clearly see what their doing."

Yugyeom gave a weak smile & chuckled on what he said.

"...Then this is the part that fucking hurt the most he just threw the words "i used you so i can make him jealous in order to make him come back with me". And i just stood there with a 'what the fuck' face. Both of them started laughing so i ran out. After that i never saw him again and im so glad."

Yugyeom looked at Bambam who seemed to have teary eyes.

"Are you about to cry?" Yugyeom laughed loudly and received a punch on his arm

"Listen Yugyeom im a pussy in these things so don't fucking come at me" Bambam cleared his eyes still having a laughing Yugyeom in the back.

"Im sorry.....Hey, I've never laughed this much with someone new I've met before. Wow i hate it"

"Shut up, we have a connection just admit it." Bambam wiped his tears and looked at Yugyeom with a smile.

"No we don't, i no like u and u no like me" Yugyeom stood up and holded the straps of his bookbag looking like he's 5.

Bambam got up and got closer to Yugyeom's face and whispered to him

"Yes we do now let's go somewhere else." As he said this he blew a kiss to his lips and started walking away.

Yugyeom stood there with a surprised look frozen in his spot until he came back to life a few seconds later.

"Bro that was gay." Yugyeom began walking towards Bambam who was a bit further away

Bambam heard what he said and turned around to see him

"I am gay what do you expect" he turned back around and smiled to himself.

Yugyeom chuckled and smiled to the ground thinking 'why did i hate him again?'

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