Cum Slut

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                  Third Person

As hours passed by, taehyung's thirst for cum started to expand. and taehyung hated it. not because every time he thought about the delicious liquid, but because it made him feel like a slut and a weirdo. i mean who would give their body out for cum, most people would do it for money, drugs, etc but his cause was cum. that's disgusting, (I didn't mean to offend anyone, if you are offended, I greatly apologize)

Taehyung was so happy that he only had an hour left of work, because he's not sure if he could hold in his desire anymore. he was also happy that jungkook didn't ask him for anything, because having to star at jungkooks face, made taehyung's desire expand more, taehyung had a little crush on jungkook. every thought, every glance, every word of jungkook, made taehyung heart skip a beat.

But after having that flattering affection, taehyung looked down in a shame, because he thought it was disgusting to have a crush on a man he just met yesterday, slut. That was the only word that taehyung thought describe him. the word that people use to describe him. even taehyung's mom used to call him that after finding out that his father and her husband used to take advantage of taehyung.

Even after explaining it to his mother, she'll just walk away and call him a disgrace. and the cold part about it, other than his own mother not believing he was taken advantage of, she still let taehyung father live with them. that resulted into taehyung getting sexually abused, raped, and sexually harassed. he was even sexually harassed in front of her, but all she did was look at him with hate. it was obvious his mother was insecure.

you blame your own son for getting raped by their father? you still sleep in the same bed he did? you still hugged him and pretended that everything was ok between you guys, even after he did those things to your son? but you hit, ignored, and hated on your son for something he had no control of? and you still called yourself a mother? that's not something a mother does, well at least a decent mother well not even a decent mother an amazing mother would either beat the persons ass that violated their child and kick they ass out or call the police immediately and comfort their child. and don't get me started on that disgusting poor excuse of a father.

taehyung still remembers the day he left, after his dad got home from work, he came into taehyung's room and raped him, but what hurt taehyung the most was that his mom stood at his door and watched in envy even when taehyung screamed at the top of his lungs and tried to reach for her, she just stood there and watched. so that night he packed the little things he had in a duffel bag, and went the door step trying to sneak out, but his 'mom' catched him. her voice that used to be filled with honey and was once warm was now bitter and cold to him.

she asked him where he was going before cracking a 'joke' of how he was going to go to the corner and sell his body for money, but he said he was leaving and never coming back. she said he was going to get his father and slung him down on the couch and told him to wait. not even a second later his 'father' came running down the stairs, and told him not to go, but his 'mother' just stood their and shook her head. taehyung wasn't listening and took his bag and tried to make it to the door.

don't get me wrong, what his father did was disgusting, but he never laid a hand on taehyung. it was confusing he treated taehyung how he used to treat his mother, with love, but without consent. taehyung often felt bad for him, because something in his past must've made him that way. i mean who grows up thinking it was okay to touch their child like that, especially without consent. taehyung often wondered was his father sexually molested as a kid, it would explain so much since taehyung never met his grandparents.

like think about it, no one grows up racist, they often grow up in a community thinking that their race was the only one that mattered. but anyway, taehyung was trying to get through the door, when his father was trying to hold him back. but his mother was holding his father back from holding taehyung back. his 'mother' was telling her husband taehyung isn't worth it, his 'fathers' next action was shocking. he slapped his wife, and screamed "shut the fuck up, i love taehyung more than I'll ever love you". taehyung stood wide eye and hurried and ran out the door.

he made it to his friends house that luckily let him in, and later became his roommate. that all happened last year, taehyung was trying forget his dark past and move on. but the wounds are still fresh. taehyung snapped out of his thoughts when he felt his eyes start to burn with tears. he quickly wiped the droplets off his cheeks and got back to work. but taehyung realized that every paper was marked and filled out, meaning that he was done with his work.

taehyung sighed in relief, and organized the stack of paper. he gave a quick glance at the clock on the wall and noticed there was 3 minutes left of work, he put all the papers back the file cabinet and started packing up. he locked up his office, and was trying to make it to the door but was stopped by jungkook.

"where do you think you're going?" taehyung turned around to be met with his boss looking quite stern, "yes m-mr jeon?" jungkook walked closely to taehyung with a raised eyebrow. "where do you think you're going?" jungkook's voice sounded hoarse and stern, making an shiver of fear run down taehyung's spine.

"h-home mr. jeon" taehyung gathered the courage to say that, "there's only 2 minutes left, get back in your office" jungkook pointed his index finger at the glass covered office that was neatly cleaned. taehyung looked in the direction of jungkook finger, and looked back at him confused "b-but it's almost time t-to go-".

jungkook beat him to finishing, "i said go back!" jungkook semi yelled, taehyung wanted to cry at this point. "i-i please" taehyung sniffled, he looked down to ignore jungkooks cold glare. "look at me" taehyung hesitated but gave a glance at jungkook, he was met with cold eyes.

"you're lucky that's i'm tired right now, or you'll be bent over my desk any second from now. now leave!" the last sentence came out rough, making taehyung walk quickly away. taehyung sighed as he made it to the elevator in peace, he was hoping that jungkook would loosen up on him. but we gotta wait.

So sorry I went M.I.A for a while, anyway enjoy loves ❤️😭.