Before you go any further in reading this whoever is reading this just to let you know this is just something I made during time when i was in the mood to type lol so ya. The title says it all to be straight forward with you everything I say will be random. Well let's see what I feel like talking about. Well for starters this girl I've known for three years just pushed me to far one day which was lyk 3 weeks ago I believe. Her name well not be said for I never want her to find this but for now her name shall be LG which if you're wondering stands for Lady gaga yes the famous singer. Since she likes Lady gaga so much. Well let us begin this long story. I met LG back in 8th grade. On the first day of school I didn't really notice her I was mostly looking for people I already knew i had seen a few. But I had 1st period english which was a class for the jazz band of the school they needed first period for english so they could have band the next period. So of course they sat together I knew other people in that class. But I saw this new kid who was sitting by himself I chose to sit by him and meet this stranger. By the way this was 8th grade so the desks were all put together like groups so ya I sat by him. We got to talking during the class period. Seemed like a pretty regular day I hardly remember the rest of the day. But something happened the next day my teacher Mrs. Machado got a seating chart for us. That's when I actually noticed her someone I had never noticed until now when I had gazed upon her beauty I was in astonishment. Not just by her beauty but how my foolish self had not noticed her until then. Well anyways she sat infront of me and her friend Jeannette sat beside her and the new kid Jesus sat by me. It truly was awkward at first to be honest with you. I wasn't the same guy I am today back then. But the day after the day everyone moved seats we started talking. Well I had no other choice freaking Jesus decided to not come to school that day. So slowly I started talking to both of them since the teacher gave us group work. Truly a coincidence I must say. Well while we worked I decided to crack a joke I had some humour in me at that time I wasn't that bad lol. But that little joke changed everything. LG is sort of an easy person to get to laugh. But when she laughed when she smiled at me I...ummm I was like overwhelmed. She had such a nice laugh and her smile I just couldn't take it. I sound a little bit foolish when I say this but the feelings I recieved were quite overwhelming indeed. I think that's when it all started. That's when my feelings for her were born. It felt like it was fate that had brought us together. I kept making her laugh and laugh as well as her friend jeannette I never knew I had that humour inside me. LG was the one that ended up opening me up to someone for the first time. I don't think I would be the random weird funny guy I am today without her. The next day Jesus came and I told him to never leave me alone with these crazy girls. But I was happy he didn't come that day. After that day me and LG just got closer. Our friendship grew more and more after that day. I remember I told my friend that me and LG were cousins I have no idea why I had said such a thing I knew I was lying. But my stupid friend had to call her over and ask her if me and her were cousins. She told him we were then he had left and me and her talked. She asked me if she wanted to be my cousin. I said okay and then the next day LG decided to invite me over to hangout with her band group well I like to call them bandgeeks. I already knew them all and they already knew me. So there was no need for introductions. After she told me to hangout with them that day we hanged out every other day. What kind of killed all the fun was the fact that she already had a boyfriend well atleast barely this year. I didn't hate him because I wasn't the jealous type yet my feelings for LG were barely growing I didn't have strong enough feelings for the girl. But throughout the year of 8th grade my feelings for her grew and grew and me and her became closer. Before I knew it 8th grade was almost over and alot of my friends who me and LG hanged out with already knew of my secret feelings for her. Then on the last day of school ya never told her before that day was to hmmm I think afraid to tell her or afraid things might get awkward between us you know. But anyways I told my friend Bianca about how I felt about LG and she told me that she would tell LG at graduation for me if I wanted to and I kinda said "yes". I was nervous the whole entire day. My friend Nichele would laugh when I would like get close to LG or like hug her I was like shut the hell up woman she might find out. But ya LG never had a clue about what was going on. Then at the graduation I was hanging out with my other friends not the band ones and Bianca took LG and i guess she told LG because she just looked at me and I could tell she knew. So we sort of talked I was so nervous now that she knew and she told me she didn't believe Bianca at first. But ya we really didn't talk about it that much I mean it was graduation I think someone fainted actually at our graduation poor guy :/ felt bad for him atleast the paramedics were already there when I saw him. But after graduation the last person I said goodbye to was her and to be honest I was sad because I knew I probably wasn't going to see her in awhile. All I did was hug her for awhile and said goodbye and I left. After that when I got home I didn't think "Wow I just graduated I'm going to highschool!!" I thought about LG and about my friends who were going to another high school all these thoughts rushing into my head I just couldn't handle it. Everything from the good memories I had of 8th grade all the time I spent with LG and the bandgeeks and I don't know it was just hard to take it all in. I like literally walked to my room and closed the door and started crying my ass off. I felt like crying when my dad picked me up to take me home. But I didn't want to do that infront of who ever was still there. But ya after like twenty minutes of crying I took a shower and went to sleep I think I cried some more. But LG ended up meaning alot to me. I had never thought she would mean so much to me when I met her. Atleast me and LG and some of my middle school friends kept in touch through Myspace. I was in 8thgrade during years 2009-2010 back when Myspace was still cool. But ya we kept talking for awhile on Myspace and later on she tells me to make a facebook and when I eventually make one I add her and yep. Then so on we stay in touch and I believe soon when softmore year started finally gave her my number because someone finally had a phone lol so we would text each other ALOT. We got to know each other a little better you know since we could talk more now. Then the fair came which comes every year like in September. I was thinking this would be a good way to get to see LG and I ended up bringing it up during a conversation her and I were having. I asked her if maybe we could hangout at the fair together. This was going to be the first time her and I would spend time together since middle school and its already been two years since we saw each other. Well except for that one time I saw her at walmart but that was sort of a little talk then by sort of situation. Especially since her dad was with her and I didn't know the man yet. But anyways we ended up planning to go on a saturday....September 24th 2011. I was so excited to see her my heart was racing when the day finally came. I was telling my friends that I was going to see her and I was pretty excited.
