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    3 years ago was probably the happiest I've been, for a while now.
I lived in a shitty run down apartment. In a pretty bad area too. We weren't poor my mom actually had a nice job at a hospital and I had a part time job babysitting. but I feel we both gave up after my dad died. My mom especially. She was never the same happy woman who raised me.
She became a sickly pale. Her body deflating more and more it seemed everyday. I as well became a sickly pale never going outside.
But I tried to eat well. I know my father didn't want this for us. 
Two days from now I will be starting my first year of Highschool. I'm especially nervous. I was always homeschooled, it was nice but a little lonely.
It was a Saturday the time was 1:34 I usually slept a long time. For I had no reason so get up, I heard a knock at the door so I slowly sat up hearing my back crack. My springs in my bed making noise as I get up.
"Coming!!"
I run down the stairs almost tripping. I made it down the stairs and see my mother in our living room knocked out sleeping, makeup all over her pale skinny face, some kind of alcohol in her hand. And her red skimpy dress ripped near her inner thigh. "Geez"
I go near the window checking to see who it was. I reached the window almost falling backwards. I saw a man a very tall man probably 6,1 standing in front of the window with his hands around his eyes looking in.
He looked homeless he had a long beard, with all sorts of shit in it. His clothes were ripped and dirty. And he thankfully had shoes. I backed away and ran over to my mother.
"Mom.." I shake her gently
"Mmf" "what the hell is wrong?" She coughs and looks at me, clearly has a hangover.
"There is a man outside.."
" Tell him to fuck off.." she muffles and falls back into her deep sleep.
I just sigh and silently walk up the creaking stairs to my room. There's no way I'm going out there. I reach my room,
I sit on my bed, just fiddling with my hands making my thumbs circle one another
I lay down all the way and look to my right, I see my phone it's almost calling my name.
"Jungkook... Juuungkooook.."
I get up and grab my phone. I type in my password and went into the App Store I never really went online, but today I felt different. I tried some apps. Twitter, instagram and some others, I eventually gave up on those and countinued scrolling until I found a Different app. I finally found a interesting one
It said
" RS"
I didn't know what it meant until I saw it meant random strangers in the info tab.
I thought it might be a fun Idea. Sooo i downloaded it. It opened a site, it was black with blinking stars the text was in white print.
" make your profile connect with people all over the world, just type in what your interested in and you will be pulled into a random chat but be warned you never no who your talking to. Take caution.
I didn't really care so I began making my account. 
It took 2 whole hours but I was done.
My user kookie;/
It was pretty cringy but I was never that creative with names. And I really just wanted to talk with people. I took this selca and posted it with my profile.

I was a little embarrassed. But I began going into chats. On the top bar it said type what your Interests are.
I didn't really know what to type so I typed in music
Three people including me were pulled into a chat. Their users being
Fingerdrink9
Bel/eve
Alięnñ

  Fingerdrink9 is typing
Hey guys hru?

                                                   Bel/eve is typing nothin much wbu?

Alięnñ is typing
How old are you guys?

    Bel/eve is typing 
I'm 17 
Fingerdrink9 is typing
I'm 16

  Alięnñ is typing
Wow I'm 16 too

Alęnñ is typing
Wbu kookie ?

At this moment I was nervous for no reason they just asked my age.. so I began typing.

Kookie;/ is typing
I'm 16 as well

Bel/eve is typing
Aww I'm the only 17 year old :/ 

For three years I haven't smiled once.. as this awkward conversation continued I smiled. In this moment I was happy.

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