Him.

2.

6 months ago

     Lily sat up panting, she couldn't believe she just had such an intimate dream about her best friend. The worst part was that this wasn't the first time she had this reoccurring dream. "Was this a sign?" She thought to herself. Maybe it was, there was no denying Lily had a crush on Alec but she didn't want to ruin such a good friendship. Eventually she dosed back off to sleep only to be woken up by the same dream happening again. Now she was frustrated and confused all together so she went to the only person she thought that could fix this. Alec. Marching through the dimly lit hallways Lily suddenly stopped and asked herself, "what the hell am I exactly doing?" She couldn't tell Alec about the dream, he would think she was some creepy stalker.
    "Hey Lily what are you doing up so late?" Lily jumped when she heard Alec's raspy voice behind her.
     "I uh I'm just trying to-" soon she noticed Alec was there in no shirt and baggy sweats which made this much harder for her to concentrate, "Lily are you okay?" Alec asked with concern laced in his voice. She sighed and told herself that it was now or never. "Actually can we go talk I have something I need to tell you." She said looking down at the floor. "Of course, come on let's get back to my room." Alec insisted and of course Lily followed.

     Lily sat on Alec's bed trying to hide her clammy hands. "What is it you need to tell me?" Alec said sounding a bit concerned. He really didn't know what was going on but he knew that he needed to be here for Lily.
     "It's about us actually." She said. "What about us Lily did I do something wrong?" "No not at all Alec, I uh had this dream-" "A dream?" "Yes a dream please let me finish." She asked sternly. Alec nodded and listened.
     "Well it got very uh heated as mundanes would say." "Heated? What the hell does that mean Lily you know I don't catch up on Mundane slang I-" "We had sex Alec!" Lily interrupted his little rant. Alec's eyes widened as he tried to comprehend what Lily had just said.
     "Alec are you okay? I shouldn't have told you about it I'm sorry I have to g-" before Lily could leave she was pulled down and had Alec's lips on hers.

Present Day
    Lily sighed while she remembered the night this all came to be. Her and Alec had been sneaking around for a while and the only one who knew was Izzy. As this all happened Lily saw something in Alec that she never saw before and that made her fall. She fell so hard there was no way in hell she could or would ever get back up from this love. However Alec could never know, and he never will. He found love in someone else, Magnus. The worst part of it all was that Lily
didn't hate Magnus, they were actually really good friends if you were to ask anyone. Lily still couldn't help herself from wanting Alec all to herself though, even if that meant hurting Magnus in the process.