Julio, I miss you.
We all miss you
The way you are, the way you were
The way you smiled and laughed
You were my dad
More than my own dad
Why were the drinks the only thing to numb the pain?
The pain of losing your grandmother
You were 27.. You would be 28 this year.. We were 11 years apart.
You made us happy, you made mom happy.
But then you vanished
But thats okay because you left with so many people crying..
I didnt get to say goodbye one last time
I had a panic attack before you left, before knowing you had left.
Left this world i've wanted to leave so long ago. These memories of you skipping in my mind like a hurricane.
Killing my happiness..
The last time you were responsive, you looked into my eyes..
As you saw tears raining down my face you picked your hand up.. I held on..
You smiled as I gritted my teeth and didnt see you struggle...
I had a concert and you promised to go to the next one because you missed it.. You died shortly after
My sweet 16 would be the last happy memory. We had the father daughter dance to "My Girl"..
Thank you for everything
My first sad memory was when my mother collapsed after hearing you were gonna pass while we were celebrating mother's day in a resturant
