Bestfriend | might discontinue

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Inside a small and cold dance room, alone there was Hyunjin dancing the same old routine he used to practice oftenly and some new dance routine he choreographed himself.

it was still early in the morning but he had already been working hard. whenever he gets to wake up early, he would usually spend his extra time through dancing. it wasn't much of a hassle though since the dance studio he goes to is only a walking distance to his school.

he was always determined in improving his dancing skills. he wouldn't mind the exhaustion he was feeling because to him, dancing brings happiness to him. it was his passion since he was young and up until he grew up, he aspired to be dancer and no doubt that he will become one in the future because of his hard work.

Everything was going smooth and fine when the conversation he had with Jisung the other night had suddenly occured his mind. That night, he wasn't able to sleep easily because his thoughts got him to stay up all night.

different kind of scenarios started to build up on his mind. the what if's didn't let him passed as well. he thought, what if he did have confessed to his bestfriend a long time ago? what could have been the outcome? what if there had come a time where they'll have to separate and he still havent mustered up the couraged to tell him? then another series of what ifs keeps coming on and on at that moment.

seeing that he was completely distracted now because of his overflowing thoughts, he stopped the music that seemed to have not reached his ears and mind anymore awhile ago. he ran a hand to his hair as he plopped down the floor then groaned to himself while he covered his face with both of his palms. feeling frustrated because he didn't came there with all the effort and hardship of waking up early since he was a heavy sleeper and not come there just to overthink.

"what are you doing?"

Hyunjin was startled to hear someone spoke and saw him on that state. he glanced up and was welcomed with the sight of his friend Felix.

"aye Felix. I didn't expect to see you here" said Hyunjin.

"neither do I." Felix walked towards Hyunjin and settled beside him and turned to him. "sooo, what were you doing here?"

Hyunjin plafully rolled his eyes because of the question Felix asked him "ofcourse, what should I be doing inside a dance studio other than dancing? obviously I came here to dance"

"But that was not what I saw" Felix replied "or I perhaps that could've been a new dance you invented" he added jokingly.

the other just faked laugh at him and sarcastically said "ha ha funny"

"but seriously, you looked so bothered. girl problems I believe?"

"but seungmin isn't a girl though" Hyunjin thought to himself.

yeah Seungmin may not be a girl but he sure did give him feelings that were different from the feelings the girls he previously dated made him feel (wow thats a lot of feelings haha)

he just shook his head as he did not know what to respond. for him, having Jisung knowing his secret was enough but he thought, what could've possibly go wrong if he told Felix about it right? they're friends after all. but its funny because other people gets to know it before seungmin does.

"c'mon dude tell me. or maybe you're thinking about what cheesy pick up lines you'd tell your girls or what endearment you'd call them"

"the only endearment I would exert a lot of time and effort to think about would only be seungmin and mine—shit." the words just slipped out of Hyunjin's tongue and it was too late to take it back now because Felix had already heard it all.

"you and WHAT NOW?!?!" Felix eyes and mouth widened as his mind registered what all hyunjin had said but was immediately replaced with a grin. "I knew it!!"

hyunjin rolled his eyes at him "if u knew it all along then u wouldn't be so shocked like that"

"sorry man but I just have too"

and they laughed.

but at the back of hyunjin's mind he thought: shit was I really that obvious???