broken ¤ jeongin

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park seungri

"What the hell is happening," he said. His eyes widened upon seeing the amount of broken things on the floor.

"Ahrin stop," he said. Ahrin shifted her gaze on him.

"Stop trying to protect Seungri, she isn't even nice. Do you know how hurt I was because of what she did?! She freaking stole my man! She's so selfish to the point that she even took Jeongin from me! She's so shameless. Seungri should apologize to me for all the shit she's done! I-"

"Just because I'm not saying anything doesn't mean that I have nothing to say. Have you even thought of how much pain I felt when you got mad at me? We were bestfriends, Ahrin! But you ruined our friendship. You and I used to be so close! Do you know how it felt when Jeongin started to ignore me? Do you know how much I wanted to hate you but I couldn't because I treated you as a friend? I'm so done with this, Ahrin. It felt so painful when Jeongin started ignoring me. I was like thin air to him. I would always greet him but he would never look at me or say something to me. It felt so fucking bad! It felt like I was nothing to him! I never stole him from you. We just became friends! Oh, remember that one fucking time when you wanted to be friends with him again? I rooted for you! And even tho it was hurting inside, I wanted to look happy for you. But I can't just say that things are worse for me because I understood you! I wanted you to be happy without thinking for myself!"

I bolted out of the room with tears flowing down my face.

"Seungri, wait up," Daehwi shouted but I ignored him and went to the room. I cried endlessly until a knock on the door was heard.

"C-can I come in," the person asked.

"Sure," I said. When the door opened, it was Jaerin. I glanced at him and wiped my tears.

ugh sorry for this shitpost

maybe i am depressed