~Regrets~

Waste

~~ Via's POV~~

Nat: See I ain't wanna start off the trip like this but I guess it's good we got it out of the way....

Reggie: Bestfriend.. You ok?

Me: (staring at the wall with a blank face😐) ...

Nat: Via!!! Via!! Don't make me call yo government name! N-(gco)

Me: I'm here....

Reggie: Are you ok

Me: (nods) I-I-I-I-m good (grabs sunglasses and puts them on) I'm gonna go for a walk really quick

Nat: wait what about us

Me: (gets up and walks towards the door) just make yourselves feel at home I guess(leaves)

Nat & Reggie:😕

~At the Park~

💭Jacobs POV💭

Me:(at the park taking his daily jog & sees a woman on a bench crying) excuse me ma'am... is everything ok

??: (looks up but still has sunglasses on and shakes her head)

Me: (grabs a tissue and gives her one)

??: (takes off her glasses and wipes her eyes)

Me: Via?! what are you doing here and why are you crying(sits down next to her)

Via: wtf is wrong with me?!

Me: ??huh. Nothing's wrong with you....well besides the fact you never have food in yo house and you don't trust anyone....

Via: (puts her head back down and starts crying again)

Me: 😳 hey! Hey! hey! stop cryin I was just kidding ok you're perfect

Via: (hits me) I'm being serious but can I ask you a question?

Me: ... that was a question😕

Via: ok nvm😑😒

Me: ok ok I'm done playing around but what is it

Via: if you really loved someone or truly cared for someone and they wanted to follow their dreams but it was out of state would you breakup with them or try and work something out..?

Me: well it all depends if I was selfish I would break up with them but if I trully cared about them and loved them then I would have to think from their p.o.v. And think that how would I feel if that were me and basically in a relationship that's how you have to think...

Via: (hugs me) now I have another question if that person leaves even after you give them an option does it mean they don't care

Me: no it means different things for different people tbh like for ex. if you love someone but have to let them go to better yourself either way you loved them but if you were just with someone and dropped them as soon as the opportunity came then you never loved them....

Via: I loved him... I loved him so much and this is my first time crying over him but I wish that he loved me as much as I loved him😪

Me: Via trust me you'll find someone that loves you just as much

Via: I just feel like my love went to waste..like what's the point

Me: you'll find the point but let's get you home before your eyes dry out

Via: (slightly smiles) ok

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I know this chapter was short but I just needed something to put in between the two chapters