Gay One Shots

Headphones (BxB)

Jake's PoV

"Get up, Jakey! The window will still be there in a few hours!"

I flinch, when my best friend Jayden disturbs my thoughts abruptly.
Without turning around I let myself fall down on the bed I sat on and sigh dramatically. This causes a giggle from he making my heart jump a bit.

"I doubt our parents booked this vacation just so you could sit on the bed the whole time and stare into nothing!" He continues, while sitting down right next to me.

"You sound just like them!" I complain and try to roll over, away from him, when he grabs my head and forces me to look at him. My heartbeat increases... his beautiful blue eyes stare directly in mine. I try to look everywhere else, before I get lost in them. So I quickly pay attention to one of his sandy hair strands that stands up from the perfectly styled rest.

I really want to touch it and correct it, but I can't... It would be weird...
Otherwise we are still in a pretty weird position, him almost towering me, so why not making it weirder?

I reach to it, getting up a bit, and softly stroke it, till it stays in position. My face heats up as soon as I notice how close our faces are by now. His soft lips only a few inches away from mine. He doesn't show emotion at all, he just sits there and observes me.

After a few awkward, nerve wrecking moments he finally smiles at me warmly and then gets slowly up.
"Thank you, buddy! My hair has to look perfect for tonight!"

He winks at me and then ruffles my curly hair. It's also brown, but a lot darker than his and thanks to the bangs (and probably also my nerdy glasses) hide my almost black eyes.

I don't know why, but I don't like it, when people look me in the eyes, it just makes me uncomfortable, except for Jayden maybe.
Perhaps I don't like it because of the same reason I always stay in the hotel room and look out of the window.

It's not that I hate people. I like them and I really want them to like me, but whenever I'm around them, I just want to run away and hide in my room or else I freak out at time to time.
It's nothing I can control...

"Hey! Earth to Jake! Are you still with me?"

Yet again I flinch a bit... But Jayden just rolls his eyes in a teasing way.

"Don't you wanna ask WHY my hair has to look perfect tonight?"

Now it's my turn to roll my eyes.

"Why?"

His eyes spark when I actually give in to his intentions.

"We're going to a party!"

I laugh nervously: "No we're not!"

He takes a deep breath, before giving me a scolding look!
"It's a silence party organized by the hotel! We get headphones and  then you can choose what music you listen to! You don't have to listen to dump party music! Also they are going to be parents with their childs, so no beer ping pong or drunk ass idiots, at least probably not! And the best thing: Our parents won't go!"

He proudly smiles encouragingly. Hesitantly I sit up and look seriously at him while thinking about it.

On the one side he is right, it doesn't sound that bad. It won't be like one of these stupid Highschool parties that I despise and yet I am not sure about it. I don't like being around people.
What if he abandons me?
What if I end up alone or get a panic attack? Or worse... what if I have to watch him dancing with cute girls and flirting the whole night!?