Mom

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Hi,
I know you're wondering why I'm not telling you anything. I know you're worried about me. I know I'm a bad daughter. I know that you still love me. Depression sucks. I can't always fight it and getting out of bed every morning feeling this way is my daily hell. I'm sorry that I treat you that way. I'm sorry I can't function normally. I'm sorry that I am afraid to get out of bed. I want to be there for you. I want to be there with you. I want to enjoy life and I want to feel loved, but sometimes that just doesn't happen. I love you so much. I'm so sorry. My depression makes it hard to do a lot of things, but it'll never be hard to love you. You're my mom and you support me through everything. You're my rock and I can't thank you enough for it. I'm swimming instead of sinking for once so thank you. I'm still sorry and I'll always be sorry. I wish I could be positive for you. I hope you know that.
-B

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