|THE SCIENTIST|
"What do you mean they're gone?" Youngjae sobbed.
Youngjae tried to ran away from the painful truth.
"Its all my fault isnt it?"
Taeyong is gone. Jaehyun is gone.
Their baby is gone.
"Its all my fault..." Youngjae sobbed.
Youngwon is resting at the next room.
"Loves... Dont blame yourself. It was an accident-"
"You should be angry at me..."
Daehyun shook his head and hugged Youngjae as he cried.
"It made me sad that our baby... our baby..." Daehyun cried as hugged Youngjae tightly.
"Its all my fault..."
"You tried saving everyone back there..." Daehyun tried to cheer him up but still... No.
Youngjae cried harder as he thought about the painful truth.
Their baby is gone.
Their baby is gone.
"I hate myself already..."
"Taeyong died bacause of me. Jaehyun died because of me. Youngwon was in a pitiful state because of me."
"Jaehyun?"
"Lust's real name is Jaehyun. He told me."
Days, weeks and a month passed.
Still. Youngjae was blaming himself for losing their baby, Taeyong and Jaehyun.
"You need to eat..." Himchan sighed and Youngjae shook his head.
"I have no appetite."
Daehyun was sad and mourning about his son's death, Taeyong's death and his brother's death.
Youngwon entered the room and Himchan bowed.
"What do I do Hyung?"
"Just give him time." Youngwon smiled and Himchan smiled back before leaving.
"Youngjae-ah?"
Youngjae turned around and smiled a little.
"Yes hyung?"
"Do you want to know why I faked my death?"
Youngjae nodded and held his brother's hand.
"It was the only way for me and Hwahyun to be together... I was planning to tell you that night but... You got locked up inside your room."
Youngjae's eyes widened in realization.
"what? He's your mate? how?"
"You were Six years old that time when we met Hwahyun."
"How?" Youngjae asked
"I was thirteen that time when we first tried to escape the palace. Hwahyun was wandering on the forest alone. Hwahyun and his brothers took us in."
"Was that the reason why mom and dad hated vampires?"
Youngwon nodded.
"They thought we were abducted by the vampires..."
Youngjae just leaned closer to his brother and rested his head on his brother's shoulder.
"The other reason was... I couldnt bring myself to tell you and our parents that I'm pregnant..."
"You were pregnant?!" Youngjae shrieked and Youngwon nodded.
"I know how it feels to lose a child. I lost him like the way you did lost your son. I lost my son when he was two months inside my tummy..."
Youngwon was now crying and Youngjae was still speechless.
"I acted like the way you are acting like now to the point... I almost lost Hwahyun too."
Youngjae's eyes widened in fear as he thought about it.
"Life must go on Jae." Youngwon smiled.
"Its hard for us to lose a child but did you know that it was harder for the fathers too?"
Youngjae shook his head.
"Hwahyun also blamed himself. He blamed himself about how he cant protect me and our son. About how he's not worthy about being a father. About how he's not worthy of being a good father and husband in the future."
"Are you telling me that Daehyun is also thinking the same thing now?"
"Who knows how painful it was. You're Daehyun's first love afterall."
Youngjae hugged his brother and wiped his tears before running outiside to meet Daehyun.
"Still thinking of our baby?" Hwahyun asked
Youngwon turned around and hugged his lover.
"Our baby must be watching us... Smile Youngwonie. I love you a lot and you know that."
"I know."
"Are you ready for us to have another-"
"Stop."
Hwahyun pouted and hugged his lover.
"J-jae... What's wrong?" Daehyun asked as he picked up Youngjae.
"You're not sick of me now are you?"
Daehyun shook his head and kissed Youngjae's forehead.
"What makes you think of that?"
Youngjae whimpered and hugged Daehyun tightly.
"Please dont leave me."
"What are you talking about? I love you and you know that. I wont leave you..."
"D-dae? Are you mad at me because I lost our ba-"
Daehyun pressed his lips against Youngjae's and he kissed the younger passionately. It was effective in silencing the younger.
Youngjae's eyes snapped open when he felt tears on his cheek.
Daehyun was crying.
"J-jae... I'm sorry if I couldnt protect you two that time... I'm sorry if I'm not a good future husband and father..." Daehyun choked out.
So Youngwon was right...
Youngjae shook his head and hugged the elder.
"I'm sorry Dae... I know sorry is not enough for what I've done..." Youngjae whimpered.
"Jae, I know it was not easy... Nobody said it was easy... I love you Jae. I love you so much."
"I love you too Dae. so much."
"Are you willing to start over again?" Daehyun asked and Youngjae nodded.
"I love you."
"I love you more."
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