You were outside next to tall building that once brought you happiness, but now only grief, it was cold out and was raining, it was just your luck that you had no umbrella and no jacket.
You don't know why this building gives you grief, it felt forgotten...maybe for the best? You took a couple steps backwards only to bump into someone walking by
"Oh um...excuse me sorry..."
He was crying? You just stared at him, you wanted to say something but the words wouldn't come out of your mouth, like something was holding you back. You wanted to ask him what was wrong and comfort him, but instead you just said 3 words.
"I love you"
He was shocked at your response when suddenly something pulled him away, you couldn't see it, and you didn't know what it was but you automatically hated it.
"No....wait"
You tried to tell but it came out as only a whisper. You turned back to that building and suddenly remembered why it gave you so much grief.
It was your old apartment complex, from when you lived with...'him'...Derrick. You immediately broke down into tears but you didn't know why. You just felt pain and suffer. Then someone walked in. It was him you were happy to see him. You ran over to him so he could hold you, but he just disappeared right in front of your eyes once again, the only words you could say
"I love you"
He was back, but this time you were at a grocery store, your face was puffy and red but you still didn't understand why. You saw him walking around, this time he was happy he was laughing and talking, with someone-no...something that wasn't you....that wasn't human?
More pain then followed it felt like someone had stabbed your heart...but was smiling at you the whole time.
You were then in pitch black...no building...no people....no nothing...you were alone. However this place didn't seem scary or new, it felt like this was your childhood home that you came to visit after years.
Suddenly you hear a voice, but there was no one in sight...it was just a voice...the same voice and same words that you have always heard and had started to grow comfortable with.
"This is your fault. You never gave me what I wanted. Now it's too late"
It sounded so familiar to you like you've known this person for a long time, but the name didn't go through your head, you only knew him now as the man who haunted your nightmares.
"I-I.... I still want you back..."
"You lost your chance. Now look at all of the men you've played with. Faster than me. Slut."
You thought those words hasn't hurt you anymore but this time. You felt lost. Helpless. And miserable at his words.
All if a sudden you hear the word 'slut' coming from every direction. Hitting you hard each time. You couldn't do anything but sit there on your knees and sob. Your hands in your hair. You were going to go insane at this rate.
You tried to cover your ears but it didn't do anything, the loud booming voices played in your head over and over, faster and louder than the last time it was spoken.
Each of these voices sounded strangely familiar to you but you didn't know who they came from which made you even more angry.
The voices made a home in your head as you removed your hands from your ears and layed down. There was no point in stopping them...they were right after all your just a slut trying to get over someone who doesn't love you back. 'What a piece of shit...' you thought to yourself. The first voice began to speak
"You'll suffer here, y/n."
Just then you were woken up from your phone ringing.
"A dream... THAT dream....but, just a dream..."
You've had this dream very often ever since Derrick broke up with you but every time it feels new. Except for the part with the voices. That part always seemed to change as you changed.
You answered the phone call without checking the ID
"Hello?" You said, trying to hide the fact you were crying with a yawn.
"Heyyyy y/n!
It was Taehyung. After a second of silence he spoke.
"I have a couple conditions to this deal as well!"
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Heyyy~ mkay so I hope you enjoyed this episode and stuff, this one is shorter than the others I know but, it's realllyyy important to the story soooo....yeah. ba-bye~~♡
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Romance*Smut Series* going to the bar was something you always did. find a guy, hook up with him...only for him to send you away, calling you a slut in the morning. It's not that you like this...you were just too used to it. that was, until you met your pa...
