Sex and Love

Shy Earl

Description: CielxSebastian this is a request from a friend. In this one, Sebastian confronts Ciel about barely showing emotion and says something he shouldn't. What will happen? Enjoy :)

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Ciel hasn't been one to show emotions and if you seen his past you wouldn't question it at all. Sebastian isn't one for emotions either, which is why they probably click so well. Though Sebastian would like him to show him some kind of emotions, which is what they were fighting about this morning. Though Ciel ordered him out of the room, so they never finished their argument. Sebastian nods and leaves out of the door sadly, he really shouldn't have said what he said but it was the truth.

Just a few minutes ago:

"Ciel" asks Sebastian

"Yes, Sebastian?" asks Ciel

"I have an odd question to ask you." says Sebastian

"As my boyfriend or as my butler?" asks Ciel

"As your boyfriend" says Sebastian, putting on his shoes

"What is it?" asks Ciel

Sebastian didn't know it but Ciel's nervous heart was beating fast. He thought that this whole thing was going to end in a matter of moments. He didn't want it to, he loved his butler and wanted to be with him. He was comfortable with the way things are going. He opens his eyes and looks at his butler's eyes.

"I was wondering why you don't show emotion." says Sebastian

"I do too" says Ciel

"Don't lie to me. I know you better than that." says Sebastian

He didn't realize that he didn't until Sebastian said that.

"What do you mean?" asks Ciel

"I mean, I've only heard you laugh once, if it's not something to do with you being upset you don't show it." says Sebastian

"You know, I'm not good at emotions." says Ciel

"You were at one time, according to Lady Elizabeth and Tanaka." says Sebastian

"...that was a long time ago." says Ciel

"Are you still thinking about your past?" asks Sebastian

"Yes." admits Ciel

Sebastian starts to get irritated with that excuse, he wouldn't in normal circumstances but in this situation he can't help but do so.

"That's always what you fucking say. I'm not them!" says Sebastian

"No you rescued me from that, stop reminding me about that!" says Ciel

"That's not what I am meaning, I barely bring that up." says Sebastian

"Then what do you mean?" asks Ciel

"I mean show some damn emotion and making that your excuse for not showing some!" says Sebastian

He instantly regretted saying that, it just slipped out. He goes to immediately to take back what he said and apologize, but he doesn't get the chance too.

"Get out" mumbles Ciel

"I am really sorry, I didn't mean it." says Sebastian "Well not in that way."

"I don't care, get out now! It's an order!" says Ciel

Sebastian sighs and leaves sadly, he really didn't mean to do that to him.