I wanna die. Never in my life I would have though I would want to as much as I do now. I am constantly stressed. I am depressed, I have anxiety, and have suicidal tendencies. Yes, I cut. I cut my arms and legs. No one expected it though or doesn't care enough. I need help. I wanna die. Why can't I make anyone happy. I love my parents, but I can't make them happy.... I wish I could. Well that's all for now...
I cut more today. It felt awesome. It hurts, but I deserve the pain. It bled and when I saw the blood all I could say was, "Wow!" I will write again if and when I cut more.
I cut more. I only did it for the pain. No blood. It stings, but I deserve it.
Bye bye
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My Suicidal Thoughts Journal
RandomAll of this is mine. I wrote these when I was depressed. They are my thoughts. They are triggering. Don't read if you can't handle it. I am not being abused. I swear on my life. Don't hate or leave mean comments because of something I write. Don't c...
