Azusa x reader lemon (read description plz)

Huh?

(your POV)
Azusa and I have always been friends or so I thought.

Turns out I just lost my memories he tried to help but it was no use so they just left it alone they have been treating me well.

And I'm like Azusa I. Love. Pain. Azusa doesn't know that but when will he know I've been getting reckless with my knife I cut a little then cut a huge line.

I only cut when azusa is here or when everyone one is asleep.to be honest I have always had a slight crush on hi-

"Eve..?..What..Are...You...Doing..?"
Azusa said braking your train of thoughts.

"Oh Azu-kun I'm sorry I didn't see you there and please could you not call me Eve" you say

"Azu-...kun..?" he questioned sounding confused by the nickname and nodding for your request

"I'm sorry Azusa-kun did you not like the nickname" you say forgetting all about your request and slightly sad hoping he did like the name and was just questioning it cuz he had never really been called a nickname.

He just stood there blinking just confused.

Just as you were about to ask if azusa wanted anything or if he needed help with something.

Kou bursts threw the door......oh no we're getting ready for some drama

Kou is like a brother to you so is Yuma
Ruki likes to stay away from you but is like the older older brother that you like never see but he still cares for you.

But you and kou had a more closer brother and sister connection of the sort

And Azusa is your crush. All the brothers knew about your crush on him well except for the one who you had a crush on he didn't know (well ya that is kinda how it normally Works unless they find out)

But back to when kou bursts threw the door. He ran up to you picked you up and twirled you around you just laughed at this.

Azusa looked...odd like odder then normal (sorry Azusa I still love you) he looked......jealous? I don't know.

Kou set me down then smiled at me then walked off doing some weird walk thing.

I looked to where Azusa was standing before.

He was gone.

"Huh? Where did he go"