they wonder

They knew. They knew what they were doing.

Come here and make yourself useful

instead of sitting there

staring into space all day

And despite it they kept on

No, don't shuffle over

Walk with a straight back

Head up. Be confident.

because i couldnt

Crack the eggs

stop them from destroying those foundations

No, idiot, crack it on the edge,

how many times have I told you

Stop crying

Stop making yourself into a victim

You're not the victim here

Leave

You've made enough of a mess already

... My resistance.

Poisoning

Where do you think you're going!?

but nourishing

Take your pills

with a new substance

About the only thing you can do

that loses the stability of i

Your dumbness astounds me

they jumped to take over

eagerly

into this thinking, rational entity supposedly inside the convoluted grey matter

that they say i possess,

(but some of they don't

Can't do something as simple as cracking open an egg...

How will you live...

they don't like agreeing, do they?)

They're right, you know

You're dumber than an autistic

wrapped in duct tape.

But it's not grey,

It's pink and it's white-

(Autistics are not dumb!)

-and it's meant

to function

properly

or so they say

they seeped

what was me

I remember, you know.

they say i have amnesia

Do you?

"Autistics are not dumb!!"