"I Still Love You..."
Natalies Pov:
My eyes fluttered open to soft talking next to me. Niall held his phone tightly to his left ear the other hand holding his head as he sounded frustrated.
"No, Now Leave Me alone Jessica,"
"I really dont give a fuck,"
"Really? Well you should of thought of that before you went a fucked one of my best mates!"
"What?!"
"Its Not Mine, End Of Discussion We Havent Fucked in How Long Jessica?..... Exactly When Was The Last Time you and Liam fucked?...... Exactly my fucking point so don't fucking come at me with this bullshit!" Then he hung up.
I quickly covered my head like it was before when I felt the blanket get picked up and Nialls arms snaked around my waist.
"I know your awake," he mumbled and I pulled the blanket down from my face. He chuckled as I looked up at him before he pulled me closer toward him. I smiled.
I loved this, just a cuddle. Laying there thinking. Niall was such a great guy. Im wrong for just using him against Liam. He knew didnt he? I closed my eyes. I told him after we went to the hospital..... My eyes shot right open rememing they were supposed to have called this morning! I sat up and looked over toward the night stand. My phone wasnt there.
"Hey whats wrong?" Niall asked sitting up as I got off the bed.
"Um, where is my phone?" I asked him looking around the room.
"Last time I saw you with it was when you walking into the house yesterday...."
"Fuck," I mumbled.
"Maybe its in your purse," Niall suggested.
Duh, what a dumb fuck. I nodded at Niall before walking out of the room downstairs where I always throw my purse on the floor. There was my purse right beside the front door. I picked it up quickly looking through it frantically. Where is it?! I thought, I turned it upside down shaking my purse. My phone fell out with all the other dumb shit it had.
I picked up phone before putting everything else back inside my purse. I clicked my phone on. 10% Thank god. 12:30 pm..... One Missed Call, A Voice Mail And a Missed Text From.... Liam.
My heart pounded. I quickly dismissed it and clicked on my voicemail. putting my phone to my ear.
"Hello Ms. Bocanegra This Is Doctor Westfall We've got your test results...." they're was a short pause and you could here papers flipping. "Um, Turns Out You Were Two Months Pregnet..." were, as in the past. "Im sorry Ms. but you've had a missed carriage," I wanted to chunk my phone at the wall but Dr.Westfall Continued Talking, "We've Sent You Up an Appointment Monday Morning At 9 am, Please Call Dr. Margo's Doctors Office To Get Details,"
Then it ended, just like me... A sob escaped my mouth before I fell to my knees. I was pregnant, two months! Two fucking months! I sobbed into my palms. why?!
I didnt notice Niall come behind me grabbing my phone. Im sure he listened to the voicemail, because he came up behind me rubbing my back.
"Its okay," he cooed to me as he wrapped his arms around me.
I continued to sob, but I wasnt just sobbing, it was like hysterical crying. The tears and sobs didnt stop. Everything else seemed to stop, except the pain that struck my heart. I placed a hand on my stomach only causing me too sob harder. I killed it. I killed it. If I knew - why did this happen?!
