my happiness is just fake, I just pull a fake smile on and call it a day. I can't handle it anymore. I just want to go up to some and say this "I'm just a liar of happiness." I want to show that there more to me then this fake ness that is everything that people think I'm but I'm just a depress, rude and kind midget that piss off at the world! I want to scream one of these days this "I WANT TO KNOW THE TRUTH OF HAPPINESS!" All I Want is to know is there real happiness, is there real friends, is there someone that won't hate you for being gay or close to gay..?