"Why am I holding on to a love gone wrong?"--Love Gone Wrong: Lauren Hoffman
"Niall please don't do this, I love you! I'm pregnant with your baby. I thought this is what you wanted" I plead trying to change his mind about leaving. I couldn't believe he was going along with this. Niall had always been one to go with the crowd, but I never thought he would go this far to keep up his reputation. He was always so sweet and carefree, that's what made me fall in love with him, but this Niall standing here in front of me is not the Niall I know and love.
He shakes his head, tears falling down both of our faces. "Hanna, don't make this harder than it has to be. I have to go, you heard her it wouldn't look good for me, my career is at stake. If the media found out there would be chaos everywhere."
"But after all that we've been through, you're just going to give up. You're not even going to try to help me raise the life that you put inside of me!? I'm supposed to raise this kid on my own for eighteen years while you're out having the time of you're life, shagging any girl you want?" My hormones are all over the place, before I was sad, but now I want to rip his throat out.
"It's not like that! You will have plenty of money! So much you won't even need to work, you can be a full time mum and we already arranged an apartment in London for you and the baby."
"I DON'T WANT YOUR MONEY!" I scream at the top of my lungs, " I will not be paid to keep my mouth shut and leave you alone! If you really want to never see this baby, which is you're bloody fault because you put the condom on wrong and it broke, then so be it you're no longer the father. Congratulations, here is you're get out of parenting free card. I don't think I'll ever be able to love again. You broke my fucking heart Niall Horan. One day you will realize what you've done, but it'll be to late because we'll be long gone."
"I do love you Hanna I-"
"No you don't Niall," I cut in, " You never loved me, I was stupid enough to let myself fall for an asshole like you though. You wouldn't care if I killed myself right now! Would you be happy then!? No worries for you then, no 'crazy' pregnant ex girlfriend!"
"NO!!"
"Well maybe I should, there's nothing left to live for now that you're leaving me. First my parents, now you." He starts towards me but I back up against the wall and sink down holding my legs up to my chest, sobbing uncontrollably.
"Hanna I really do love you, you're my everything. You have no idea what this pressure is like. I don't have a choice" He sounds really genuine, but I'm not that stupid to know that he is changing his mind.
"Then quit." I state even though I know what his answer is going to be.
"I can't Hans it's not that easy."
"Oh but you think this is!? Being seventeen and pregnant with no one supporting me, alone and afraid?"
"You're not alone I'm-"
'You are leaving me Niall!!" I shout annoyed that he is trying to sound like he is here for me when he isn't," You know what Niall? Just leave. I never want to see you again and I swear to god if I do, you won't survive the next day. You will never be apart of this babies life, and don't even try to take me to court because this is your fault. You brought this on yourself and I hope it haunts you til the day you die you bastard!" I scream getting up and pushing him out of my apartment. He tries to say something but I've had enough of his bullshit. Little did I know I wouldn't be able to let go of him as easy as I thought I would... because this was just the beginning of my pain.
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