trigger warning this contains shit about self-harm
So I'm coming out days tomorrow, I'm gonna do it, I'm gonna come out to my parents and to my whole school. I smile to myself, well I better get ready. I look in the mirror "why am I so imperfect." I whisper to myself "god why was I born like this." I grab an oversized sweatshirt and baggy jeans. I go downstairs. My mom was making waffles I sit down and eat a few. " yum" I say in a drowsy tone "something wrong" my mom asked I shake my head "no" she nods. I get up and say "im going bye mom," she says bye back and I walk to school. I get to my friends and we go inside and all that shit, and of course "she" bullies me, but this time its worse she waited till everyone went to class, and she pushed me against the lockers and kicked me I was whining and she called me a "whiny fucking slut" and then she went to class. I started crying and went to the bathroom, the males bathroom and went into a stall and cried not caring if I was missing class. I did that for a while before someone came into the bathroom me not caring I kept crying not thinking they would ask, I was wrong they came and stood next to the stall and asked "whats wrong,"I open up my eyes realising who it was .. Ethan, I reply with "um.. nothing." I got worried he'd recognise my voice "why do you sound familiar" shit "uhm" shit, shit, "who is this" ughhhh "fuckkk" I blurt out ''something wrong" " i... its nothing,"I purse my lips. "doesn't sound like nothing why are you crying" i sigh "someone was bullying me and taking advantage of the fact that im sensitive" i told him "who" "uhm.. she'd kill me"I sigh again. "cmon please tell me" I cry more "do you really wanna know,"I hear him lean back against the stall door "of course I do not permit bullying" shocking but when your girlfriend does it you don't care "fine... your girlfriend Sadie" he moved away from the stall "wait what.. Kennedy what the fuck you doing in the males bathroom" HE KnOWs my name "uhm fuck it, call me ken and im.. transgender ftm" I respond in a hurried manner "oh" "I understand if you hate me im disqusting I know" "I'' he paused "I dont hate you I would never hate you and your not disgusting"... he doesn't hate me?? what " and about me and Sadie I honestly don't like her she's a bitch and uses me for popularity." WHAT "wait.. so why are you with her" "I don't know I have a confession" ohh "go ahead" "im pansexual and honestly im not attracted to her.. at all" ohh shit. I moved and hit my arm and it started bleeding out of the bandages "shit" he moved again "something wrong" "I-i-its nothing" I winced "doesn't sound like nothing open the stall or ill open it myself" he plays football oof "fine" I get up and open the stall and walk out "now whats wrong" "nothing" I keep my hands behind my back "mhhm why do you have your hands behind your back show me your arms"I shake my head "show me your arms" he says again "no" he grabs my arms seeing blood on one of my hands. "what happened" he pushes up my sleeve showing my bandages and I look down "oh sweetie did you do this"I wince and nod "oh honey" he hugs me and I keep my head in his chest and start crying "im s-so s-sorry" I sob out. "honey don't be sorry its okay you need to wash your arm of tho and maybe try to stop doing it"I nod and push away from him and take off my sweatshirt I have a grapic t-shirt on I unravel the bandages and wash my arm off wincing at the water hitting my arms i dry it off and but the bandages back on and my sweatshirt he smiles "good and oh im gonna break up with her dumbass today before lunch and hun can I sit with you at lunch" i smile and nod "sure go ahead"
ahhhhh so um heeeee came out to Ethan and like to be continued oh and like i dont have good grammar ahaha
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Teen Fictionken a ftm transgender hasn't come out I his family only his few friends and his friends are trying of get him too, one day in October he does this day was the 11 coming out day, he was also gay and his crush Ethan had a girlfriend named Sadie she...
