Awkward

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Both of the small pieces of clothing looked somewhat transparent. Sebastian wanted to look long enough to determine whether he was really seeing the dark circles of Ashlie's nipples or the tiny dark slit at the gap between her thighs, but he tore his gaze away before it became inappropriate. He couldn't believe that you could buy clothing like that, or that she was wearing it around him. Did it look that good on other girls, because Sebastian was practically hard during the entire movie and wondering why his sister would be so brazen around him. Did she know how attracted to her he was that night and has been?

Suddenly, he couldn't get Chloe out of the house fast enough on Fridays, though he believed he needed the release on the night before the game. More and more, it seemed like she was just happy to be the girlfriend of the star lacrosse player; he got a little release when he needed it and she got to parade him around when she wanted to.

And just like that the season was over.

The hype continued for a few weeks after their last game. He had to do some interviews and a couple articles for newspapers and magazines. He was no international star, but the college team fanatics demanded plenty of him. The holidays came and went, busy as usual. And before they knew it, both Ashlie and Sebastian were well into the second half of the school year.

Sometimes he couldn't make it on Friday nights to be home with Ashlie. Sebastian had loaded up his second semester with classes to make the workload easier during the football season. He felt awful, but she understood, and it made him love her all the more.

But when he did make it home, it was awesome. It seemed like every time he saw her, Sebastian was getting even closer with Ashlie. And she just kept getting more beautiful. She was only recently eighteen, and every day she got more aware of her body and how to carry herself. Each day on his way home, Sebastian guiltily looked forward to what she  might wear that night.

Sometimes he wondered if the two of them were toying with each other, playing with the possibility that one of them might do something rash. But he knew how happy it made Ashlie to have someone like him that she could completely rely on to make her feel comfortable; he didn't want to ruin that. He didn't know that Ashlie was struggling to respect him in the same way. But they loved their time together so much that it really didn't matter.

They were starting to talk on the phone somewhat regularly too, or at least text when he hadn't seen her in a while. Both of them were so busy with schoolwork, sports and training that they marked their weeks by when they talked to or saw each other. Sooner than both Sebastian and Ashlie could have imagined, pages of the dog calendar Mrs. Oteri hung in the kitchen flipped by and the summer was upon them.

Sebastian had been doing almost daily training for the upcoming football season. He'd never expected for his responsibilities to become quite so important to him, his coaches or his team. Add to that finishing up a semester of college, and his schedule was chock-full. The first week of summer would be a much needed breather, but then it would be off to summer training camp. He even got time to spend with his family and a few days of hanging out with only his little sis. They took a day out on the lake together, went to dinner one night and he'd even agreed to go shopping with her on the day before he was to leave for summer training camp.

"I don't want you to go." Ashlie said, with her big, green, puppy-dog eyes looking teary. She really was dreading that this would be the first summer she didn't get to spend with Sebastian.

"Do you have to?" Ashlie asked sadly, feeling his big strong arms wrap around her in the middle of the department store.

"I don't want to leave you Ash, but I really want to be at my best for next season. It's gonna be a big year for me." He said regretfully, holding her close enough to catch the subtle scent of shampoo in her soft, long, brown hair.

"We can talk or text any time you want." he promised her, pulling back and staring into her sad eyes.

That only made her feel marginally better, but she shook her head knowingly. Sebastian held her for a while as they walked through the store. She picked out a new pair of sweatpants that admittedly excited Sebastian, reminding him of how she usually looked when she'd be wearing them and the time they spent together... how they rode low and her hip bones were often revealed to his wandering eyes as she laid in front of him on the couch.

"What do you think? She said, coming out of the changing room for the third time.

Ashlie saw Sebastian jump when he looked up from the green sweatpants he recognized as the one's she'd picked out. Suddenly, he was looking away like his eyes were burning.

"ASHLIE!" He said, looking back toward her through his hand.

"WHAT?" She mocked, giggling.

"You can't wear that out here!"

He was probably right, she had on the sweatpants, as low as she possibly could wear them. The lines of her toned abdomen led down to what was likely a totally bare pussy based on what Sebastian could see. But the top wasn't a top at all. It was a sexy, black bra. The lace revealed much of her breasts to Sebastian's eyes. He'd always been totally caught off guard by how amazing Ashlie tits were, but this was more than she'd ever let him see.

"Oh you can look Sebastian, stop being such a wuss."

He did slowly look back in her direction, but it felt like he shouldn't. Yet, as soon as he saw how the black lace pushed his sister's breasts upward and most of the demi-cup left her chest bare, Sebastian wasn't about to look away.

"So... what do you think?"

"Incredible..." he said, unwittingly. Ashlie's breasts had been amazing for years, and now that the rest of her body had caught up, he was like a helpless puppy.

"The sweatpants and the bra?" she asked with a huge grin.

Sebastian was so embarrassed. He'd literally just complimented her tits, her beautiful body... no question there. Thank god she'd let him off the hook.

"I think you should buy them, both of them." He said without flinching.

Ashlie had never felt sexier, that was what only he could make her feel. As Sebastian pretended, poorly, that he wasn't looking up and down every inch of tanned skin she'd revealed to him, she realized how loved it made her feel. Plenty of guys had complimented her before, but nobody made her knees feel weak the way that Sebastian did. She turned around and headed back to the changing room after being sufficiently convinced that he'd liked what he saw. Sebastian almost exploded when he saw the dimples in her lower back and then their eyes met quickly before Ashlie perked her little butt up for him once and then closed the door behind her.

Sebastian had to take a deep breath. What on earth had gotten into him? And what about her? Goodness did she look breathtaking in even the simple two pieces of clothing. Why did she insist on flaunting it in front of him, and why was he feeling so much like touching her?

Ashlie walked out of the dressing room wearing what she had on before she went in. Somehow seeing her clothed now got him just as excited. Even the cute flannel shirt and tank-top she was wearing made her beautiful, and he wondered if he'd see the bra and sweatpants she was holding in her hand again before he left.

When Sebastian stood, Ashlie stopped him before he could exit the changing rooms. Nobody was around; it felt private... intimate as she placed hand on the middle of his chest.

Ashlie rested her head against him and wrapped her free arm around his back. Everywhere she touched he was just...solid. When his arms encircled her she felt that familiar tingling coursing through her, made stronger as she sensed the strong beat of his heart against her hand.

"I'm really going to miss you, you know that, right?" She said quietly, like she didn't want anyone else to hear.

"I know little one, I'm going to miss you too." He dated his had along her scare, his hand felt warm against it.

Before he could do or say anything else, Ashlie stood up tall and kissed him right on the lips. His face had been downturned and his eyes closed as he held her; he didn't even know it was coming.

But her lips were so soft. There was a hint of sweetness on them, and they moved ever so slightly. He shouldn't have been kissing her that way, with his hands around her and the kiss lasting longer than it could have. But nobody could see them, and nobody had to know who they were. In that moment, the kiss felt like the best way to say goodbye.

Ashlie dropped back from her tiptoes and finally took a breath, realizing how fast her heart was beating. She hadn't planned it, but all of the sudden their lips were together and she didn't want it to end. 'Why did he have to go?' she repeated in her head again and again, knowing the answer but still feeling frustrated.

They didn't get much more after that. They talked and laughed and played around for a bit longer before it was time to go. Even after the kiss, everything just felt ...normal...right. She hated that pulling back into the driveway meant they were all that much closer to himeaving for the summer, but she was finally coping with it. She lay awake that night listening to Mr. Otei Sebastian’s dad and Sebastian talking in the other room as he packed until she finally drifted off to sleep thinking of Sebastian.

Ashlie went with Mr. Otei to take Sebastian to the airport the next day, but there would certainly be no more kissing him the way they had the day before. She looked down at her feet as her dad was shaking Sebastian’s hand and wishing him good luck before heading back to the drivers' seat.

"Hey," he said, putting his finger below her chin and lifting it up to him. His heart almost broke apart to see that Ashlie had tears in her eyes. "Ohhh Ash, come on, you're killin' me, your making it harder for me."

She half giggled, half sobbed as their gazes met.

"I love Ash, and it's only a few months," he assured her, you won’t  even know am gone.

Easy for him to say, she murmured to herself “ know," she sighed, "it's just...ughhhh!" Ashlie stomped her foot on the ground like she was going to throw a fit. She was so upset to be losing her best friend, even if it was only temporarily.

"Just go... you big jerk."

"I'm already marking our Fridays on my calendar for next year, and I'll see you on the sidelines too."

"Okay," Ashlie agreed half-heartedly, knowing she still had to make the cheerleading team but flattered  him just assumed she would.

"I love you too," she said finally.

She jerked when Sebastian kissed her cheek and then squeezed her side like he always did. Watching him walk away, she felt like it was going to be a long summer.

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