Run

Chapter 2

From the ups and downs we had, that didn't make me love you less. I loved you more and more. I put my heart on the line for you Stella and when you started to fall for me too you ran. You have my number, do you ever want to call me at night when your lonely and have nobody else or is it just me wanting to call you?

You can rest your head on my chest and I'll hold you tight with one arm and play with your hair until you fall asleep. You are the only one who has my heart so don't break my heart. Have some mercy on me and don't keep tearing my heart cause it's painful.

With you being gone, my heart physically hurts and feels like it's shattered like when glass gets broken except instead of glass it's my heart.

You were never one to drink wine whenever we went out to dinner. You had to have whiskey or tequila with crushed ice. It was like your own little alcoholic slushy. We always had fun no matter if we were at the house in our sweats and t-shirts or if we were out at the club. That red dress fit your curves and damn I always wondered if your dress was just a second skin the way it clung to you.

There was never a day that went by that I didn't want you. On the kitchen counter spread wide open and ready for me. Or bent over the kitchen table while I pulled your hair and fucked you from behind rough and hard. Just these thoughts alone makes my dick hard.

It's not just the sex that had me crazy and drunk in love with you but the late night talks we had. I couldn't dream this up if I even thought about trying to. They say nobody if perfect but you and me together we are imperfectly perfect and I wouldn't trade us for nothing in this world baby girl.

Laying next to you in bed and watching you as you sleep peacefully without a care in the world makes me miss that so much. Everything's just right but you should be here by my side. The way your eyes light up whenever I said I was staying home and not going to "work" is the best thing. The way you smile when I'd tell you that even with smeared mascara and after sex hair is what I'm missing right now.

If I had one wish it would be for you to come back to me Stella. Why do you run away from love? What are you so scared of baby? I'm just so confused. I don't understand why you can't let me into your heart. I won't break your heart like those other ones did. Babe I'm trying to get to you and the closer I get, the more you run from me.

There's always going to be rain but after it rains, there's more growth. After the storm leaves, there's always a rainbow afterwards and everything gets better. Our love will just grow nm stronger. Whatever it takes, I'll wait for you to come back.

I know I'm not perfect but I'm trying my best to be a better man for you and our future if you allow us to have one.

As I'm sitting here, all I can think about is you. No matter how much I drink or workout or whatever I do, you are on my mind. It's like my mind only thinks about you and I can't get you out of my system.

Your like a delicate rose in full bloom, once someone gets close to you, you stab them with your thorns in their fingers as they try to pick you. I don't want to pick you flower. I want you to continue to bloom and watch you grow year nm after year even through the frost and snow. Because after all, flowers always bloom come spring.

Sometimes when I look into your eyes I pretend your all mine. I want you to be mine and nobody else's. Isn't it delicate how much you mean to me? I'm not one much for words but damn woman I can't hide how much I miss your laugh, smile, hugs, kisses, and holding your hand.

I'm doing fine enough to know that I'm broken but with you, I never felt that way. You made me feel complete like no other person can or will.

(New update. Tell me what my lovely readers think and what you think will happen or what you want to happen and I'll take all of your ideas into mind and may even put them into the story you never know;-])