Always

CHAPTER 1ST

F A Y

Ok first of all, I never killed my parents. I got stuck with an abusive dad and a crap mom because they died in a car crash I survived in. Everyone blamed me on my parents deaths just becuse I survived. I always got bullied by 3 people every day because they say I killed my parents. No one had any proof they just assumed I did it. Is that really fair? Even my new parents thought I did it. My life is fucked I know. I woke up at 6:00 in the morning which is good 'cause Dave and Linda aren't up yet. I took a quick shower and got dressed in a pair of shorts, a tank top, and some toms. If I dress nice I get worse beatings from the boys than usual. Lerned that the hard way. I got a granola bar and my bag and speeded out of the door.

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When I got to school Tyler, Jake, and Micheal -my bullies- where waiting for me at the gates. I instantly gulped and tried to avoid them but they saw me. Tyler grabbed my arm and slung me to the back of the school. "Hey bitch." he then started punching me till I feel to the ground . Then Micheal started kicking me in the stomach then Jake. They did it untill the bell rang. "We'll continue this after school slut." Micheal and Jake just laughed. After they left I tried to get up and groaned in pain. I just sat there untill I finally was surrounded by darkness.

H A R R Y

"We'll continue this after school slut." He said with a smug grin. I was hiding in the bushes at the back of the school watching the whole thing go down. I know I'm weak for just watching but what could I do? l'd just expose me and the boys. I've had a crush on her since I was a freshman but I'd never admit it to her. Thats the reason I'm doing all this.

I watched her try to get up but fail she then passed out soon after. I quickly jumped out from the bushes and scooped her up bridal style and took her to the nurse. She was shocked but then asked what happened. "She fell from the top of the stairs." She told me to lay her down. I did as told and excused myself to the bathroom. When I got there I called Zayn. "Hello?" he answered "Zayn its me she got beaten for the 5th time this week im starting to worry." "How bad is it this time man?" "I think she broke her nose and a rib and she passed out. I'm worried Zayn." I said with worry full in my voice. "Calm down she'll be fine just take her home her parents are bound to take care of her." "Ok bye."

I headed back to the nurse and she told me what I told Zayn. She said I could take her home so I put her in my car and drove her to her house. I had happened to see her get off the bus there once so I knew where she lived. When I took her home a disgusting looking man anwsered the door.

"What?" he grunted. His breath reeked of alcohol. "Umm... dose Fay Morgan live here?" I questioned. I'm sure this her house. "Yea, whats it to you?" he questioned angrily like he didnt see her limp in my arms. "I'm here to drop her off, she fell down the stairs at school sir" he may of been gross but he was Fays father so I was polite. "Serves the bitch right" he mumbled just loud enough for me to hear.

My eyes widened with shock at his comment. He then snached her out of my arms which woke her up. her eyes widen in fear as she looked at me confused. She then panicked and looked up in fear and started try ing to get out of his arms. I then lunged for her but was slapped back. "LEAVE!" he roared.I ran to my car and drove a block away. I then went back to her house and peeked in the front window to see her on the ground with her father yelling and kicking her.

I called my best freind Louis. "Heya" "Lou, shes not just bullied sh-" "WHAT SO YOU MEAN. SHES NOT JUST BULLIED!?!" he yelled to the phone making me wince. "She's abused to Lou, I'm not going to call the police because I'm thinking she hasn't called for a reason." I herd a sigh on the other end. " Ok, but when things get out of hand l'm calling the police." " Ok but dont tell the guys I wanna tell them myself." "Ok bye bud watch out for her we all care as much as you do" "Ok Lou, bye."

F A Y

When I woke up on the floor with blood surrounding me I wasn't fazed. Its happend for the past 10 years, you get used to it sadly.

He came in and yelled at me. " YOU WORTHLESS WHORE. ARE YOU FUCKING HIM?!?" "No sir." I cried. "Good, you wortless pice of shit." I layed there quiet untill I saw a pair of shoes in front of me. I curled up in fetal position "Havent I got enough already, please just leave me alone." "Hey, hey calm down its just me." I looked up to see the boy im secretly in love with staring into my eyes. They where a beautiful emrald green. He picked me up and put me in his car. I started panicking and breathing heavily.  He looked at me with worry and... fear? Not of me but for me."I'm just taking you to my flat. Thats where you'll meet the boy's. I'll explain when we get there."

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When we got there I tried to get out of the car but failed miserably. Harry saw me and was instantly by my side helping me. When we got there I was layed on the couch with eyes on me. I swollowed hard. "Backup guys, please." said Harry with worry in his raspy voice. They backed up and Harry broke the silence by saying "You know how you always end up in the nurses office after a beating?" "Yea" I said knowing the awser."Thats us. We wach out for you as best we can without being caught and causing drama and harm to others in school." I was suprised. "Why are you doing this for me?" "Umm... well boys can we have a moment?" "Uh yea common guys." One of the boys said. "Well... I've liked you since I've seen you in freshman year and I've had a crush on you since. Thats why I help you Fay."

He blushed after his confession and I just smiled."I always thought you never noticed me at all." he continued. I loked at him amazed. Never noticed him? Is he crazy? "What do you mean never noticed you? dont you feel my eyes burning holes into the back of your fucking head every day? Thats part of the reason I'm bullied too." the last part being a wisper. His eyes widen with astonishment. "I thought you never noticed m- wait, you get bullied for having a crush on me?" he asked his eyes tearing up. Oh god dammit! DAMMIT! I cant stand to see him cry I just cant stand to see the boy I love cry. I rips apart my heart.

I got up quickly and wiped the tears spilling from his eyes away. "Don't cry, please don't cry." I said my voice cracking. "I can't believe I am one of the resons you get bullied. The girl I love gets bullied because of me." my breath hitched in my throat at that word. He loves me? "Boys!" he yelled his voice cracking. "Get in here please!" they shuffled in the room. "Can I tell them about your dad Fay?" he wispered. I nodded silently. He let out a long sigh "Well..."

H A R R Y

I didn't know how to start the story because I didn't know anything about it."Fay has worse problems than Tyler guys. Only me and Louis know because  I saw it happen." She buried her face on my shoulder thats when I felt wetness on my shoulder. I put my arm around her and continued "Shes got problems at home like being abused, and all that fucking shit." I said getting angry. God, I wanted to beat the shit out of him. Wait, what if her mom does it to. "Does your mom do it to Fay?" I wispered in her ear. She shook her head no. Thank god. "How can we help her now? This just got a whole lot harder." said Niall. Fay let out a sigh. "How come all of you help me?" she said her voice cracking.

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